In Love With My Bully (Neymar)

Chapter 38

Chapter 38

(Amelia's p.o.v)

I felt like I wanted to kill myself, Oscar tried calming me down but nothing was helping, I kept crying and crying. I felt like the stupidest person on earth "Amelia what happened?"Oscar asked sternly as he placed his hands on my shoulder, I was speechless. No words came from my mouth, "Amelia what were you talking about inside?"He asked again tightening his grip on my shoulder. "I'm mad" I whispered out, Oscar hugged me and I continued crying into his shoulder "Amelia your not mad just please tell me what happened?". I wiped my tears away and looked up at him "Do you really want to know what happened" He looked at me and nodded, I took a deep breath in and started to speak "Basically when I was 7 my mum died I didn't speak to anyone for 4 years my dad was always travelling probably with some bitch and I was home by myself, When I got into high school I got bullied" I saw Oscar staring at me in shock, I continued talking "I cant tell you who it was that bullied me but he made my life hell, he beat me up and abused me and he made me self harm" I was about to continue when I heard someone moving behind me, I saw Neymar standing behind me and he looked scared. "Amelia why didn't you tell me before?"Oscar asked. I just shrugged my shoulders "Can we just forget it now"I replied back, Everyone was quite "I'm pretty sure the guy bullied you for a reason"Neymar mumbled, What on earth did he mean. Neymar asked if we could speak in private so I said yes we walked around the corner and stopped "What I meant was that maybe there was a reason why I bullied you", I tried thinking of what I did wrong that made Neymar bully me but nothing came to my mind "Amelia I know you might hate me forever for saying this but when I started bullying you I was only doing it to catch you attention because I liked you" I stood there trying to take in what he said.