Sweet tear ( Slow update )

Chapter 7

Hanbin pov

My  family had already seated in their respected places  waiting for us so we can eat dinner together . My seat was opposite to Jennie's seat  and all I could  do was stare at the food on my plate wising I could have invisible powers so I could disappear .

Mom was really good cook and when we were trainee I used to give her some share of my food as usually we would be the only one left for late hour practice .

On the first day after we finished eating she had asked " did you cook this?"

"No, why? Is it not testy ?"

"You got me wrong . It's actually very testy . Who cooked ?"

"My mom." I replied.

She smiled at my answer and said thank you actually that's how our friendship started.

No matter how delicious today's food was I had no appetite at all . The dinner took longer then expected.

Jennie was helping mom to clean the dishes where as me, dad , and hanbyul were watching a random tv show . I was even not concentrating at all. I was constantly looking at Jennie until my dad notice.

"Are you done with the dishes ? let's go and buy some ice cream  there is no ice cream left and I really want to eat ." my dad asked mom. In returned mom just nod.

Hanbyul was already fallen sleep on my lap .

"Hanbin take hanbyul to her room and also show Jennie the guest room." My mom said getting ready to go to buy ice cream .

It's not like its jennies first time here . She has been here many time and she know the way to the guest room . I know it's just some lame excuse to go and buy ice cream so that me and Jennie will be alone . My parents are some times too understandable .

Jennie was still in the living room sitting on sofa changing the channel when I returned from hanbyul room  and there was no sign of my parents .  I guess it's time to talk .

I sat next to her and I know she could feel my presence but she is totally ignoring me . 

" Did they left ?" I asked trying to start the conversation .

"Um hm" she replied . I guess she is really pissed.

"How are you?" 

" What do you think ?"  she said facing me .

I was at loss of word it was not because I didn't have anything to say but I had many its just that I couldn't find the right words to express.  

"What is this hanbin ?  I get that you didn't want to call and need some time for yourself but what about my text .  You haven't even replied to my one fucking text  and have been ignoring me for whole two weeks . I was really worried about about." 

Yes she was right all these  weeks I have been ignoring her  and now I couldn't even look straight into her all . 

Taking my hands she softly  continued" I get that you are not good at expressing your feelings but whenever you are in problem you never share it to me .  I always get the information from the third party. Why is that hanbin ?

"I just didn't want to stress you out. you know that right." I replied with a low voice. 

"You know hanbin it would be more easy for me to deal with things  if I know from you rather then some one else . We have been dating for three years and at least its my right to know whether you are fine or not and to be able to be there for you when ever you need me  but you never tell me anything. You want me to share your happiness but not your sorrow and you clearly know relationship doesn't work like that."

At this time she was already crying and all I could do was just wipe her tears and I could hear was her sniffing. 

After like fifteen minutes  she said " Im tired from the long journey I will go to the room."  leaving me behind all alone.

Not long after Jennie went my parents also  returned. After saying them good night I also returned to my room.  Tossing and turning in my bed for like an hour not being able to sleep Im  finally in front of the guest room hesitating whether to knock or not. 

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