Sweet tear ( Slow update )

Miss you

"Jennie do you wann go out and celebrate Christmas Eve with us" jesoo asked me . "No I kind of want to stay at home and rest"

"Missing Hanbin" Lisa teases me. " Of course I'm. That idiot hasn't called or texted me for once after our conversation yesterday" I told them.

"Ok then we will be going have fun at home alone" Rose said . After they left I called BI ( hanbin) .

"Hello babe what you doing?" I got respond . "Nothing much but what's your plan tonight?"
" Family dinner." "Oh" I replied. I really wanted to spend some time with him as we have been very busy and I really miss him . " What are you doing tonight ?" He asked breaking my thought. " Just planning to be cosy at home."

"Where are you now?" "On my way" he replied. "But where ?" I asked him but before I got any reply I heard the door bell.
"Wait for a while ok. I will go and see who is it ."

I saw him standing right in front of the door with that genuine smile. And I couldn't help my self from running towards him and hugging like I will loose him any moment.
"I miss you hanbin" I said and within a second I got kiss on my lips. It's so funny after dating him for so many years and kissing him often hasn't changed the fact that I still get butterflies in my stomach.

"I miss you too. And I bought some food."
"But aren't you going for your family dinner." "No it was a lie." " Then let's eat some homemade food I really want to cook for you."

"Can I help" hanbin asked." "No , last time you came to help you cut your finger and I can't risk today."

While I was cooking I could feel his presence behind me. " Will you stop hugging me I'm cooking." " No I can't . It's really hard for me to stay away from you."

"Tells a guy who didn't called his girlfriend today at all." "Because I wanted to surprise you and you know how bad I'm at keeping secrets specially from you."

Whenever I sleep with him it just gives me sense of comfort and feeling of calm. He hugging me and pulling me closer whenever I try to get up from bed at morning is the thing I would never get tired of .

After our sweet talks I went to get him his night dress while he was busy doing dishes . His half of the clothes are in my apartment because whenever he would get free time he would directly come to my apartment.

" Wear this for tonight ." I gave him. Instead of taking it he came closer to me. Our face so close . " I haven't finished kissing you" I could hear his breath near my ear and what happened next I wasn't prepare for that. I could feel him kissing my neck and all I could do is to go with the flow.

We started kissing each other like there is no tomorrow. We stop as we both were out of breath. "I love you soo much and I really missed you and all I could do was just think about you when you were over seas all these days ." I could see the sincerity in those beautiful eyes . After all I missed him too.

I couldn't help my self from smiling and all I could say was " I love you too .....very much."

"And I need you" he said . It's not like we haven't had sex we had many . He was the first and I think he will be the last one I will ever have sex with .

I put my hand around his neck and pulled him closer " I need you as much as you need me." After all I also missed him like crazy and how can I say no when I also wanted him just like he wanted me .

Without any second thought I pulled his shirt off and we started kissing each other. He marking me all over and thats how we spend our Christmas Eve .

And I hope we will spend rest of our life loving each other.