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A poem: I Stopped, Once Again

I STOPPED, ONCE AGAIN

Today, maybe i am going to make another mistake, maybe
Maybe everything would be broken, maybe Maybe i will fall too deep down,
Again, maybe
The fear of rejection tries to hold me down again today
But no, not again will it devour.
Once you left me behind but remember I didn't.
Yes, you are prestine in my heart.
Never knew what love felt like, to me it was a fairy strike.
No i didn't mean to rhyme cause we were never alike.
I rush past the ravages of nature to embrace you in my long awaiting hug.
I feel the winds flowing across my lane
Trynna stop me again?
Maybe not today there friend.
Never will my love be prisoned.
With floating feet i reach you, who stands there still, in oblivion
A racing heart and a butterfly like desire Follows my second first step towards you.
In between the bright sunshine I see you,
And then i see her.
I see her hand pulling you towards her heart, unknown to me.
I stop,
Once again
Maybe you were happy all the time i craved for your love, which never was mine.
Maybe you were already hugging someone I never could be,
Maybe.
And yet again I step back and back.
I know now I have to leave you,
But i'm smiling,
Maybe because of you.
I close my eyes as i embrace the truth in my arms,
Yet again
I smile but in happiness
I see you smile in that darkness of mine.
And turn back for forever
Time never stopped me, I stopped.
Once again.

Please don't repost!🙏❤ I just thought of it while listening to Wings.