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Imagine: Can't you see me? ( Hwall )

Y/N's POV:
I was sitting on a bench beside Han river thinking about all the sweet moments that crossed my mind. When i come to think about it, the majority of them includes my best friend, Hwall. Smiling to the old jokes and cheesy gestures of us together makes my heart flutter like a butterfly. His beautiful face lits up my every day with happiness, his little lips let's me hear his melting voice, his eyes i wish could never leave mine, his nose i wish could only smell my presence and his ears i wish could hear my heart beat everytime he appears. Everything about him is like a fairytail. I wanted to say all these to him and say it to the world that this guy right infront of me is all mine and i am all his. Only if we weren't best friends...

After just another day of my friends teasing me about Hwall, I came here to take out my feelings out. Here, Night bar. Even if i know drinking would kill me but i wanted to get lost in it's spell not caring about the cruel world outside. And just so i drank and drank and drank till i couldn't see properly. An unknown confidence rather sorrow grew in me at that time and all i did was a mistake i wish i never had done. I called him. Him, Hwall...

"Hello?", came a voice i could die for. I smiled and felt the presence of my love for him.
"Y/N?? Wae daedab anhae( why aren't you answering)?"

"Yah Heo Hyunjoon!!"

"Yah! Are you at the bar? I can clearly hear the loud music!!!"

"Waee(whyy)?...you should be arrested!!!", you whined.

"Tell me the name of the bar, I'll get you out"

"Neo jinjja neomu hae( you are really mean)!!!", i pouted slumping down my face on the bar table.

"Ah tell me where u r?!?!", at this point he was frustrated.

"I thought i could survive without saying all these but this heart right here can't take it anymore....", i slurred my words pointing my finger at my heart thinking he will see me. I giggled and continued talking to him without caring what he was saying.
"You are really giving me a hard time Heo Hyunjoon! Take the responsiblity!!!"

Silence kept me going on without any second thoughts...

"Everyone knows it but i didn't want you to know...so why am i saying this to you now?!", I asked him as if he would know the answer.
"To be honest, I don't know either hahh...", i laughed at my own blurring thoughts. Neither did i know what Hwall was thinking now.
"I like you...there,i said it!"

"Y/N-ah...", was all i could hear but i ignored it and kept going on.

"I have always liked you ever since you started caring for me so much, you started flirting....even though i knew it was all a joke for you.....but NOT FOR ME....not for me...", i confessed remembering every single thing he did to make me fall for him.
"Eo maja, joahae( yes, you are right)...I LIKE HEO HYUNJOON!!!!"
And then the phone cut off because my battery died...atleast i let my heart out to him finally. Little did i know what will be the result of this night. I dragged myself out of the bar stumbling my way to my home. Reaching home my body landed straight on my bed with face first. Scooting to the center of the mattress i rolled over to stare blankly on the ceiling. With an expressionless face i tilted my head from one side to another and rolled over again to get lost in my foggy sleep of nothingness.

With a heavy head i woke up the next morning remembering nothing but the nostalgic horrible noise of the loud music. Holding my head, eyes shut close, i make my way to the washroom. Coming out, i wear my clothes and with just a lip balm and no makeup, i head for my university. I was so engrossed in the pricking pain of my head that i forgot to stop by Hwall to go to the bus stop together and with no surprise i realised that after the bus start off. Nevermind he can come alone one day atleast.

Just as i was about to enter my class with my earpods on listening to some soothing music, a hand grabs mine and dragged me out of the class in a hurry. Confused, i looked back to see Hwall running and his hair bouncing with every step we took. We reached the terrace up the stairs running. He finally turned around facing me looking impatient.

I look at him with my blank face and ask," wae geurae?( what's wrong?)".
Without braking the eye contact he replied," I knew it, you won't remember"
"Hmm?", i pouted at him not able to understand anything.
"If u couldn't remember then u shouldn't have ever said those words. Now that u did, how am i supposed to act like nothing happened!", his voice raised a bit to my surprise.
"Did i do something wrong? Or say anything bad to you?", i ask him completely oblivious to the situation.
"You did do something wrong and that might change everything between us forever", he looked away in frustration and angst.
"What do you- ", just like he cut me off by saying," Don't come in front of me unless you know what wrong you did. You shouldn't have done it if you were going to forget it anyways.".

He left the terrace leaving me dumbfounded standing there alone. I look back at the dark stairs going down from where he went back. Ofcourse there's nothing to see in that darkness.

Bongbong says patience for the next part. Wait a little bit and the new part will be here.
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