chapter 17

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Gauri's point of view.

This mad girl wanted to destroy my respect . She threw my Dupatta , without omkara ji coming as a wall I would have lost my self respect.

"I didn't so it before because of you" I said Katya the chudail(witch) saying

Why did she say like that , because of Omkara ji ....

"What"Omkara ji said in confusion

"We wouldn't dare to touch omkara's girl but she is not anymore that removes her protection" Katya said and pulled my hands.

I was going to fall and I would have been exposed but omkara ji pulls me towards him. Our bodies were touching each other , I could feel his heart beats and I am pretty sure he can hear mine too .I am real scared.

Omkara ji pulls me towards him and he slowly takes out his jacket and puts it over me , I could feel a whole jungle in my stomach . I felt closure , I felt safe .

My eyes were filled with tears and Omkara ji slowly wipes my tears with his hand , it somehow made me feel better . I don't know why.

"She is still so leave her" said Omkara ji and took my hands.

We both walked to a place where there was complete peace . I wiped my tears with my hand ,his jacket had his scent and I could smell it . It felt so good.

He made me sit in the chair and he kneeled down and hugged me .

"Gauri it's okay , everything is fine" said Omkara ji in his soothing voice trying to relax me.

I let go all of my sadness . I cried my heart's out in his hands. The pain of the revelation of my sister , the incident that happened some time ago and my passion of ignoring Omkara ji .

It's my anger which doesn't allow me to go back to him , the love for my sister holds me back and all these pain is too much.

I'm feeling suffocated and I'm feeling a little better in Omkara ji's hands letting go of my miseries and pain

I let go of myself in his chest and I felt much better like that. I didn't want this to end but this isn't right. I need to stop this even though I don't want to .

I want to end every connection with the family who broke a part of my family . I am no more connected to the Oberoi  family and Omkara is a part so I need to break every thing with him.

It hurts so much . I have to cut free from my heaven even though how much it hurts. Some things are meant to be done even though how much painful it is.

I got up from his chest and started walking. I could feel Omkara ji's confusion.

"Gauri"omkara ji called out my name and turned towards him
"What?"I asked him
"We were fine just seconds ago what happened"asked Omkara ji
"It was" I said
"Why are you doing this"asked Omkara ji
"Omkara ji please understand , we are from different worlds and we are not meant to be together"I said
"I'll try my best to make it work"Omkara ji said trying to make everything right but little did he know nothing is right or could be.
"It won't , once I wondered why are we studying history and my teacher told that it's because we don't want to repeat the mistakes made in past and here we are knowing the history and having a pretty good idea what will happen do Bye mr.Oberoi wishing we won't have this again" I said and started walking
"What about our connection"asked Omkara ji trying to stop me
"There isn't any connection between our worlds and can't make one either"..........

It's my Bestie's Birthday so here is a emotion filled update

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