“I think he like you Jisung, he take care of you all night” Hyunjin break the silence after Minho walk out from the room.
“Seungmin Hyunjin, I’m scared right now. I feel like I will not trust anybody anymore. I want to stay like this with Minho. I afraid he same as Juyeon, he will not like me anymore if I didn’t want to give him that” my eyes still fixed on the door where Minho walk off to.
“Jisung, you really feel like that? I don’t want to judge you whatsoever. It only begin, so just follow your heart. Don’t worry about others feeling.” Seungmin pat my head slowly
“Did you really feel like he like Juyeon? You know him more than me. Are he doing only to show off that he want your body? You need to find the answer on yourself, Jisung. Nobody can tell you want the answer is. Look in your heart.” Hyunjin point to my heart. I hold my chest and look at Hyunjin.
“Thank you guys, for being here. Right now I just want to forget everything about what happen.” I smile to both of them. Then they put food infront of me and tell me to eat lunch.
(after two days, I can go out from hospital)
“Jisung, you think you want to rest in your room. You want to stay with me for awhile before that.” Minho give me a suggestion when he see me hestitate to enter my room. My heart like crazy and my mind flashback where Juyeon tried to rape me that night.
“It’s okay. I want to do this. I want to confront my fear cause if not when I will tough enought to do that.” I enter the room with confident.
“Okay, if anything happen, just tell me” Minho pat my back and smile
“okay. Thanks for today hyung” I smile at him back.
“I will go home now. I will meet you tomorrow” he pinch my cheek.
I close the door after he go out, I look around my room. Everything being clean up already and my massage enter in my phone
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I took a towel and go into the bathroom to clean my body. After that I laid down on bed and tried to close my lid, but suddenly I feel somebody press my body so immediately open my eyes but nobody there. I took a deep breath and close my eyes again.
“You look beautiful Jisung” I heard Juyeon voice beside my ears, I open my eyes and sit up right away. My breath become more heavy and I cannot do anything as I heard voice and I feel somebody touch my body all over.
“Jisung, open the door” I snap out when I heard Minho bang on my door. I run to the door and open it immediately. When I see Minho face, I hug him tightly.
“I know, I feel like that too. That’s why you don’t have to be afraid. There are nobody will disturb you no more” he pat my head slowly. He push me slowly but still holding my shoulder and my hand still on his waist.
“Sleep in my room, okay?” he asked me again. I look at him and nod slowly. He pull me to his room.
“Wait hyung, let me take my things first” I let go of his hand and run to take my thing in the room. After that I follow to his room.
“You can sleep on the bed. I will sit on the couch” he push me to sit down to the bed.
“No hyung, I disturb you so let me sleep on the couch” I immediately stand up but Minho push me to sit down back
“Jisung, I happy to do for you. So don’t said that you disturbing me. I really don’t like you said like that. Just sleep on the bed” Minho said with serious tone in his voice
“Let’sleep together, your bed is big” I hold his shirt when he turn back to head on the couch.
“you think you can handle me on your side” he turn back and sit beside me
“If it is you, I think I can sleep” but I can heard my voice shivering.
“Jisung, if you still thinking about it and you want to tell it you can tell me” you hug me slowly and patting my back. I clunch his shirt on the back and start to cry. Actually my heart still feel heavy, my mind and my body still stop on that time when Juyeon tried to rape me.
“I don’t know. I feel like trapping on that day. I can hear his voice and I can feel his touch on me. I feel disgusted. I feel that it will haunt me” I start to crying more.
“Jisung, just focus on my voice and focus on my touch, my hug” slowly he singing slowly in my ears and his hand still tapping slowly my back. I close my eyes and focus on Minho only. I slowly feel calm and my lid become more heavy. I sleep on him after that.
