“You think you can stay alone today, I have a meeting about my new job today” I look at him as he getting ready to go out
“Can I stay here for awhile. I don’t want to go home right now”
“i will gladly love if you want to permanently stay here” he took a glance on me. I shyly smile on his word. He pat on my head and tell me do as my home here. After that he head out from the room.
I look around of his room and see there are cd on his drama, so I play the cd on the television and watch it. I take my phone when a massage enter
Someone suddenly press the bell on the door. I looked on the hole and see who is in front of the room
“why are you here?” I open the door when I see Seungmin and Hyunjin are the one press the bell
“Minho hyung tell us to come here after class. To play with his beloved one that will be lonely alone in his room” Hyunjin tease me with his smile. I asked they to come inside and take the phone to massage Minho but before I can do that Minho already massaging me
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“Look that, we are here but he busy massage with his beloved” I glare angrily towards Hyunjin when he said that.
“Let’s eat. Don’t fight here” Seungmin stop our glare and I look at what they bought.
“did you still watch Minho movie even you get to see him on real life” Hyunjin tease again when he look the television. I pinch his hard on his shoulder until I heard his groan.
“Stop bickering you guys” Seungmin warns us again
“you need to stop him, Seungmn. He become worst when I see him” I said annoyedly towards Hyunjin but Hyunjin just do the playful face and stick his tongue out. Seungmin slap Hyunjin’s head and I laugh when I can see that Hyunjin cannot do anything back as he start to eat back and don’t said anything. After that, we just talk and laugh togetheru
After two days live with Minho, today I need to go police to give a statement towards Juyeon.
“He want to apologize and pay a settlement to finish this off” my lawyer conveyed Juyeon request
“What? Do you have and idea how Jisung had to face on that day. You don’t see how afraid he is” Minho said angrily and his hand point at me.
“Hyung, calm down. Can you give a space to me to talk with Juyeon hyung” I said to the lawyer.
“Jisung-ah, what are you doing?” I can feel that Minhl is angry right now when I said like that
“Hyung, I just don’t want this to drag me no more. I am tired right now” I hold Minho hand and look at his eyes
“I want to come with you when you talk to him” I nod my head when he requesting to me like that.
I entering the room where Juyeon being cuff to the table. I can see he agigated when he look at Minho beside me.
“Why Minho come too?” I can feel that his try to hold his anger on his voice and I can see he clutch his tightly. I immediately hide my body behind Minho cause I afraid what he will do.
“Jisung, you sure you want to do this” Minho turn back to face me as he hold my hand tightly. I can hear a bang sound from Juyeon.
“Yes, I know you will be here for me” I push Minho slightly and take a deep breath ready to face Juyeon. I have decide to face my past to happy on my future.
“Jisung, this is between me and you. Why you bring him here?” he bang his hand again on the table
“Hyung, if you want me to let you go. I need you to sign on the paper and agree everything written on the paper” I firmly said that but my hand shivering like crazy. Minho slowly hold my hand and tries to stop my shivering.
“what your written there?” Juyeon asked me again
“I put paper in front of him” he take the paper and read out loudly
“1. Juyeon will not come any 5km near Jisung or anyone involving with Jisung. 2. Juyeon will not disturbing Jisung and everyone involve with Jisung even on the social media. 3. If Juyeon don’t ask the following, he will get the consequence everything he done towards Jisung.”
He look at me after he finish read the paper.
“You just need to sign” I put a ballpen in front of him.
"You love me. Why you doing this?” he look sadly when he said that
“This is not love. It is obssessed cause you don’t get what you want” Minho speak for me on this.
"What do you know about us. Shut you mouth" Juyeon angrily said to Minho.
“Juyeon hyung. I cannot accept what you do to me. If you love me truely you will never did what you did to me” I look at him
“What wrong that I do? I do everything cause I love you” he shout on my face.
“You see my arm, there will be scar forever but this only on the outside. What happen in inside, your behaviour and your ways make feel hurt. You know, everytime I close my lid, I can feel your voice that night the way you hold me. I want to kill myself and I want to cut my skin where you touch me. I feel sick and I feel disgusting. I want this feeling go away. I don’t want to feel like this anymore. So I rather died than feel like this everyday” is shouting to him like crazy. My tears fell down more as I shout to him. I take the pen and tried to stab my arm.
“Jisung, stop.” Minho immediately stop the pen from my hand.
“Jisung, stop” I heard Juyeon shout too as he stand up on his seat.
“Now, you know what you did to him. What did he feel about you so called love on him” Minho glare at Juyeon angrily. He hug me tightly when I still cried out loud and I feel my body weaken.
“Argh, what I do to you?. What I do to you all the time? Why I did that to you?” suddenly Juyeon punch his chest angrily and he also cried. Everything become silence, there are only crying sound lingering on the area.
After that, Juyeon apologize for many time and sign the paper. I feel lighter on my chest and there are no longer I feel that I want to kill myself. I take a deep breath and smile broadly as I take step out from police station.
“How you feel now?” I took a glance on him who is beside me.
“Thank you for give me your support, advice and your support towards me” I give my biggest smile to him. He smile to me back and nod his head.
