I Can't Stay Away (gerIta)

Dont make me go.

I dont own hetalia sadly.Warning gayness dont like go away. Rated R for Romanos poddy mouth! Germany maybe slight oc... i am trying though... comment please... try to.be nice.
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~Narator pov~

Italy heard the door open as his older brother tried to quietly check on him. Pretending to be asleep Italy felt a gentle hand ruffle his hair. He couldn't help but smile and say "veeee~ I love you lovino." Romano smiled and decided to give Italy his space. After Italy was sure he was alone he let the tears flow again.
~italy pov~

I started to think about the memories Doitsu and I had made over the years. When I realized that we wouldn't make anymore I couldn't hold back the sobs. I must have been quite loud because Lovino was suddenly by my side. My older brother hugged me as I cried, resting my head on his chest.  " ve Lovino" I asked quietly "Am I worthless?" I felt Lovino stiffen, as he did often when he was angry. "I know I may not be the strongest nation...." I felt my self drifting to sleep before i could finish my thought
~Germany pov~

A loud pounding against my door woke me with a jolt. "I am coming" I half yelled half mumbled.  The pounding did not stop if anything, it got louder. I opened said door to reveal a very pissed looking Romano. "Finally, took you long enough bastard." I rolled his eyes at Romanos language. "You need to talk to Feli" Romano stated "He may be weak but he is not worthless." I fought to keep the tears in"Get out" I stated sternly. "Not untill you fucking talk to my brother" was the answer Romano shot back at me. With that I slammed the door in the Italians face. It was going to be a very long night

~Narator~

Italy cluched the basket and note in his hands. He was on his was to a certain blonde nations hows , for what could be the last time. The thought of never seeing his Doitsu again pained him. Italy found he couldnt be himself with out the other by his side. His smile left and he couldn't even make pasta right. Italy halted at the familiar front steps, he reached his hand out . Delicate fingers knocked against the hard wood door. After a short while, the door opened to reveal the nation Italy despertaly wanted to see. Icy blue eyes met his red puffy brown ones. "G-good morning Doitsu" Italy said with a shakey voice. He wasnt sure but he thought he seen Germany wince upon hearing his name. Before Germany could slam the door Italy squezed his way in. "Ve Doitsu.. Don't make me go..."