Aᴜᴛᴏʙɪᴏɢʀᴀᴘʜʏ ᴏғ ɴɪɴᴀ ʀᴀᴍɪʀᴇᴢ

Hᴏᴛ Cᴏᴄᴏᴀ

Tʜᴇ Nᴇxᴛ Mᴏʀɴɪɴɢ
6:39 ᴀᴍ

I woke up with a banging headache. I looked around and I noticed I wasn't in my room. Shit!

Remembering what I did last night was sort of a blur. I remember most parts but I don't remember how I got up here. I looked next to me and my actions from the party flooded my mind. I knew I had to get out of here before he woke up.

I stretched and gathered all of my clothes as quietly as I could. I called an Über and was on my way. I hoped that my brother and dad would still be out for my sake. My dad would kill me and then my brother would beat me.

Walking up the stairs to the front door I prayed silently.

I opened the door to the house and seen my dad slumped in the chair and I snuck upstairs.

I got undressed and decided that taking a shower would be my best bet. Washing up would not wash away what I just did though. So many thoughts and questions ran through my head.

Did he use a condom?

Did he pull out?

What if Gino finds out?

What am I gonna do?

Getting out of the shower I walked into my room. I looked up and saw my Dad sitting on my bed with luggage next to him.

"Do I ask you for much?"

"Huh?"

"I give you one fucking rule and you break it!"

"Dad, What are you talking about?"

"You Just rollin' in huh?"

"No I was here—

"Save that shit! Ion wanna hear none of it! You just rollin' in tryna take a shower to wash off what you did last night and shit! I was a kid once Nina, I know the game, but you ain't gon' play it in my house! Thas for damn sure!"

"What's the luggage for?"

"Oh. It's yours. You gettin' tha fuck out today. Ion give no fucks 'bout where you go, but you gone, believe that."

"Dad. I'm sorry I—

"Junie get dressed and get the fuck out! Save dat shit fa sumbody who give a fuck!"

With that he left out. I sat down on my bed and started to cry. I was fucked. I shouldn't have went to that party with KeKe, I should've stayed home with Cadence. I guess I can't change the past though.

After getting dressed I packed the rest of my things prepared to go. I walked to Dre's room and saw he was sleep. I walked over and sat next to him.

"I love you Dre. I'll miss you."

I kissed his cheek and a tear rolled down mine.

I walked to my Dad's room and knocked on his door.

"What?"

"I'm about to head out now."

"Ok lock the door behind you."

"I love you Dad."

"Get outta my house Junie. Save them fake ass tears for somebody who give a fuck."

"Ok, bye."

"Peace."

I closed his door and began to cry harder. But there was no time for tears, I had to find a job and get on my feet. I didn't know where I would go or who I would turn to so I went to KeKe's house. I was scared to knock on the door but I suddenly found the courage.