You're mine -Bogivan-

Chapter 4

-This chapter is Two weeks later in time so basically time skip-

Ivan's pov

Feb, 13 2020

Barcelona, Spain. Thursday, 11:27PM

So now we are back in our actual home after staying at the rental house for about almost two weeks and Boggi went home a few days ago to pack up his things and I've been so bored without him, My spark is gone and I hate it honestly.

I've been dealing with the fact I realized I'm bisexual.. It's really scary because how am I gonna come out to Emilio? Yes he's understanding but who knows... I might get a reaction I don't expect..

I'm currently laying in my bed thinking about telling Emilio.

I've cried every night about it since boggi left.

You know what? I'm gonna tell him. I've never kept a secret from him and never will.

I get up and sees it's 11:30PM

I might as well do it now before I back out.

I walk across the hallway to Emilio's room and quietly walk in and see Emilio typing away on his laptop.

"Hey.." I said nervously as I sat down on his bed next to him.

"Hey bebé what's up?" Emilio asked, Shutting his laptop to give me his full attention.

"Not much, I uh.. I need to talk to you about something important." I said, Unable to look him in his eyes. My heart is pounding, I feel like i'm gonna throw up.

"Hey hey.." Emilio spoke gently, Placing his hand on my shoulder softly.

"Whatever you tell me, I won't look at you any differently" He added, Rubbing my shoulder softly.

And thats when I just bursted into tears, I feel so guilty for having a different sexuality I don't even know why.

"Ivan, Hey whatever happened we can fix it..." He whispered in my ear,He pulled me closer, and Looking very concerned because I've never been the type to burst into tears before I even say what's going on.

I laid my head against his chest and cried harder.

"We can't fix it... You're gonna hate me" I choked out.

"Don't be stupid bebé , I could never ever hate you.." He said, rubbing my back.

"I-I'm.. I'm b-bisexual...." I finally spoke after I calmed down just enough to speak.

"You're what.." He asked, Looking shocked.

"Bisexual.. I'm Really sorry Emi" I cried once more. I felt so stupid for crying but I couldn't help it, I was scared.

"Ivan, don't be sorry at all.. You can't help that you're bi. You can't choose who you love or what gender you love." Emilio said to me, In a gentle soothing tone.

"You're not mad?" I asked, Still trying not to cry more.

"No bebé I could never be mad at you for something like that... I love and accept you so much and I'm so proud of you for coming to me and telling me.." He said, Wiping my tears away with his thumb as he looked into my eyes.

I smiled softly and suddenly felt all my guilt, sorrow, and troubles just lift off my shoulders.

"I love you too" I said, Cuddling up to Emilio.

"Can I sleep in here tonight?" I asked shyly.

Emi smiled and nodded. "Of course you can, You're always welcomed to sleep in here." He said