It takes nothing (Sequel to Falling Apart, Falling in love) Lisa Cimorelli Story

7: Start all over

Christina's POV

Three days had passed since lisa came home and I must say that they haven't been the greatest ones. She has locked herself from the world, from us and I don't blame her. She doesn't even remember us, so what's the point on forcing her to talk to us?. The band's still on hold, and I sometimes think if we should keep doing the stuff that we used to do... without Lisa. Maybe is for the best, or maybe... this is the end of our music age.

'Are you okay?' I heard Katherine, I turned around. She was standing in the door frame of the kitchen, looking at me. I sighed.

'Yeah' I replied, not convincing her apparently. She walked inside and sat next to me.

'Talk to me'

'I just... this whole situation stresses me out. I hate that lisa doesn't remember us, I miss her and I miss the band and making music and touring. Is the band over? Should we keep being Cimorelli the band without Lisa?' I asked her, at the verge of tears. Katherine stood quiet for a moment, but when she was about to reply, somebody interrupted her.

'I'm sorry' I turned around, only to face a sleepy Lisa, standing in the door frame. 'I'm sorry that I can't remember you, and I think you should move on with whatever you were doing' She said, looking at us. She turned around and walked to the front door.

'Wait!' I yelled at her, as soon as she grabbed the door knob. She turned around. 'You can't go outside, you need to be in bed' I told her but she shook her head.

'I'll be fine'

'No, go back to the bed' I sternly said, but she ignored me. I ran to her and grabbed her arm before she could walk out.

'Let me go!' She yelled at me, but I didn't cared. I dragged her to the living room. 'WHY ARE YOU SO PROTECTIVE WITH ME? I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER YOU!' she yelled once again, and this time it hurt me.

'I don't care if you don't remember us, I do remember you. And I remember all the pain we've felt the past months, I don't want to lose you never again. So you better do what I told you' I replied to her as calmed as I could. She looked at me.

'I don't want your help' She said getting up.

'LISA' I yelled at her, but it was too late she was already in the front yard. I sighed, looking at kath who was standing next to me.

LISA POV

I needed air, I needed to get out of this house. I've never felt more trapped and uncomfortable. I don't know anybody, I don't have any memory, and that sucks. I ran from home to the beach. I've never been in the beach, but somehow I remembered how to get there and it gave me this relaxing sensation. Who am I? Why I can't remember anything? I was scared and it was driving me insane the fact that everything that happened to me before was not even a memory. I wanted to remember, even if it was painful, I wanted to hold onto something. Christina was mad and sad, and somehow I understood. She thinks I need time, she thinks I'm a valuable object that she has to hide in order to keep it safe. But I'm not. I want memories, I want to feel normal, I want to remember. I walked to the sea, feeling the sand under my bare foot. I felt the cold water traveling up through spinal chord, and I felt sad. I couldn't even remember how to swim.

After a few minutes, I sat on the sand, looking at the waves. I felt somebody sitting next to me.

'Hey' A boy said and I felt uncomfortable without knowing why.

'Hi' I replied, looking around. The beach wasn't crowded but I still panicked. I looked back at him, who was now enjoying the view. He had dark blue eyes and messy brown hair.

'I just saw you here enjoying the view and I thought of making you some company. Sorry if you feel uncomfortable' He said after a few seconds of awkward silence. 'I'm luke' He said, stretching me his hand. Something about him made me feel safe and I felt like I knew him.

'Lisa' I replied, shaking his hand and he smiled at me.

'What a beautiful name' He told me and I blushed. We stood quiet for a while, until I got up.

'I have to go' I said to him and he nodded.

'Can I get your number? So we can talk? I mean, it's okay if you don't want to' He suggested and I frowned.

'I don't have one, long story. I'm sorry' I told him and somehow he seemed to believe me, because he smiled.

'Then... I hope life reunite us someday. I'm always here, surfing.' He said and I smiled at him, walking away. I felt his gaze all the way back to the path where I came from.

CHRISTINA POV

 'Christina please stay quiet' Katherine told me. I was walking around the piano, waiting for Lisa. She just... she don't understands what she's doing, I can't lose her again, I really can't. I needed to make sure she was alright, safe and sound. She couldn't just run away from home, it's been an hour. 

'I'll stay calm once Lisa gets here' I replied to her and I heard her sigh. The door then suddenly opened, and Lisa walked inside. 'WHERE THE HECK WERE YOU?' I yelled at her and she frowned.

'I just went for a walk, chill. I can't even breathe without your permission' She teased and I felt the anger boiling inside of me.

'ARE YOU BEING SERIOUS?' I yelled at her and luckily kath got up fast and stopped me from slapping her. 'You don't even know what we've been through, you don't even know how scared I am of losing you, you DON'T KNOW SHIT. YOU THINK THAT IS FUN TO GO AROUND LIVING A CARELESS LIFE WHILE WE WERE THE ONES SPENDING MONTHS IN THE HOSPITAL WAITING FOR YOU TO SURVIVE? DO YOU THINK WE ENJOYED THAT? I'M SO TIRED OF FEELING THIS WAY, FEELING LIKE I'VE LOST YOU BECAUSE YOU CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER ME, YOU CAN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING THAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH. YOU COULDN'T EVEN REMEMBER YOUR OWN NAME AND THE THINGS THAT YOU USED TO LOVE. DON'T YOU EVEN DARE TO REBEL AT US WHEN WE WERE THE ONES SITTING NEXT TO YOUR HOSPITAL BED PRAYING TO SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL BROWN EYES AGAIN. DON'T YOU EVEN DARE'. I yelled at her with tears in my eyes. I let out everything, and even though I felt a little relieved, it wasn't enough. I looked around, all my family was standing behind me, looking at me in shock. Mom had tears in her eyes and Lisa was just standing there, confused. 

'I'm sorry' She whispered and slowly walked upstairs. I looked at the ground, not knowing exactly if what I did was the correct choice. It didn't seemed like though. Mom walked closer to me and hugged me.

'I was out of line, I'm sorry' I apologized to her but she shook her head.

'Everything that you said was completely true, maybe it took us by surprise, but you spoke for everyone in the house' She sadly said to me. I looked at my siblings, some of them were crying and other just looking sad. Maybe what happened was for the better, maybe this will help her to really understand what we've been through... maybe.

** After two centuries, I updated haha Sorry for the delay, i've been having some trouble writing my stories in general lol I suck I know haha

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