Coming around to the idea of being yours (KilluaxGon) or (GonxKillua)

Killua

Killuas POV

Hi I'm Killua Zoldyck yes that family yes we are A family of assassins. Moving on from that mess ugh where to start so my best friend is an alpha named Gon Freeces and I haven't seen him in 3 years before that it was 4 years we had been apart so he could get to know his dad and the world. A good chunk of it I used to show my little sister the world that she wanted no deserved to see. Then I came back and started my responsibilities.

No this isn't what I want entirely for myself but I'm hoping I can make a few changes maybe do a more noble turning the family business into more of a bounty hunter situation. Man I just don't know but I do know no one is happy about it. Illumi ran off with Hisoka  for who knows why don't think he plans on coming back. My mom tried to kill me and my dad finally did her in as in six-feet-under did her in yeah that I did not see coming but apparently it was a long time coming.

Everyone else is kinda doing their own thing like with what I'm doing except a little differently because of my current state. Back to Gon, he's been gone since his 18th birthday a little over 3 years ago right after he received is second gender which was so surprise to me him being an alpha. However him leaving in the middle of the night after pushing me up against the wall and growling like a stereotypical alpha asshole over a stupid argument was kinda big.

The argument was none other than about my second gender all I said was I was probably gonna be a beta. He kept saying I wasn't in a firm statement like he knew or something. I thought maybe he was getting onto me for talking down on myself again but Gons always had outstanding abilities I mean so have I but his overwhelming potential was definitely over mine. From what I'm guessing he probably could tell well before that I Killua Zoldyck was going to be an Omega. Kind of a big okay not kinda it's a major big surprise nobody saw coming. I guess Gon realized he really didn't need me holding him back anymore and decided to leave me for good.

Haha I sound like a girl that's been dumped but really I think friendship dumping hurts worse than losing a lover now a best friend that turns into your lover geez I can't imagine. Anyways yeah I was hurt by him just leaving like that and not contacting me ever since but what can an Omega do in an Alpha world. A lot actually now that I'm on that side of the spectrum omegas gotta deal with a lot first it's the having to defend ourselves against alphas who wanna claim us which I can handle better than most. Then there's the painful first heat even for me my first heat was awful I wanted to die I thought I was for the first 24 hours. Every heat hurts but the more you go through the more you kinda get used to it mines finally regular thank Thor.

Lastly is pregnancy. All omegas be male or female can get pregnant and breed for their alphas that claim them. Oops wait no the very last thing that sucks is alphas can claim multiple omegas but an omega can only be claimed once. I've been invited to join some of the most influential harems out there. Ha! Nope never gonna happen no thank you!

Gons birthday wasn't too long ago and mines in 3 weeks we'll both be 21 hard to believe it's been so long since we first met in the hunter exam. Even though he was a total jerk and has all but abandon me I still wish we could have celebrated our 21st birthdays together but what can you do.

As I'm finishing up some paperwork, geez never thought I'd be doing paperwork related to the family business, I hear a knock at the door. In comes a nice beta housekeeper I hired on as a favor to one of my personal clients aside from assassination  so she's not trained like a normal Zoldyck butler or maid.

"Hello mister Killua it seems you have a visitor at the front doors to the mansion he refused to come in though unless you invite them in" Stella tells me when she enters my work room.

"Oh? Well who did they say they were Stella?"

She kinda goes pale and starts to breath kinda hard. She's got major anxiety that's why she's here to gain some experience.

"I.. forgot to.. ask.." she manages to say to me in between breathes. I sigh and stand up and place my hands on her shoulders.

"Stella you need to calm down I'm not mad if it's anyone that can get through the gates and come to the door it's probably somebody I know hell its probably Illumi I know you haven't met him yet but seriously you need to calm down I'm not mad" I try to calm her down I'm patient enough and I don't yell too often at her specifically poor thing has only been here a year and a half and is still figuring things out. I pat her on the shoulder and walk past her to give her some time to catch her breath and calm down heading to the doors. It's a bit of a five minute walk compared to a 30-45 second walk to other people's front doors before I make it and open it.

"I'm sorry for the wait the housekeeper is new and she-" I stop when I see who is standing there, back facing me with backpack on his back and a duffle bag handing off his left shoulder balancing the weight on his hip as he leans slightly in wait.

"G-gon?" I can already feel my eyes burning before he even turns around fully with that big grin on his face that falters when he sees I don't look the happiest to see him.

"Killua its been a while"

Jerk.