You wouldn't believe a word | Nathaniel B. Black

,But.

You wouldn't believe a word,

But you amaze me to the core,

Each and every single day.

How you think everything you do isn't as great and beautiful as it truly is.

You're so much greater than you could even think of

So much more precious, so much more of a better person.

So

Much

More.

You wouldn't believe a word,

But you're handsome.

From your build, your proportions, your hair and your eyes

To your whole face, your chest, your goddamn legs, everything in between.

You are ungodly attractive.

I could never truly think otherwise.

Though I did not fall for your looks but for who you are,

I believe I would fall in love with you over and over again by just looking at you.

No matter what timeline we hit,

With you I hit the jackpot.

You wouldn't believe a word,

But to me, you are irreplacable.

You shall and may keep your place on the throne I built in my heart.

Your own kingdom, designed for you personally the moment you said "I'm in love with you".

The moment you said, "The only thing I'd keep a secret is that I love you", followed by "That was awkward".

Nobody could take this place. Noone and never.

You wouldn't believe a word,

But I've never loved a person the way I love you.

I never felt this comfortable around someone.

I never dared to be goofy and funny with someone.

I never had this much fun with someone.

I never dared to show those parts of me.

It never felt right before. 

I never thought I could feel like myself around somebody else.

But all of it makes sense now.

You would not believe a word.

People've seen my cry, they've seen my laugh to the point my stomach hurts,

none of them saw me fool around, especially not the way we do.

Getting mindless until the second one of us goes "What the fuck are we doing?"

Two dorks. Two idiots, two hearts.

You wouldn't believe a word

And though I can not figure out a possible future, all I know

Is that I want it all with you.

I want that kind of lifetime forever with you.