You wouldn't believe a word | Nathaniel B. Black

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Sweet devil. 

Bittersweet tragedy.

Sweet and sour like pineapples and my favorite sweets.

Why would you do your best to fit into that?



Do you want me to let go so badly?
I hear you. I see you. I feel you.

I'm lost

Yes.

I know.

Me too.

I am here for you.

I am here with you.

I can't do more but offer you my hand you wouldn't take.

I can't do more but sit here and wait day after day. I did for over a month until...

I wondered if we will have our new years kiss.


Wondered if you even care at all.

About yourself,

About us.

About

Everything.

Do you care?

Do you want to let go so badly?

So badly, you don't bother giving others a sign of life, but I shouldn't dare to want one?

What is wrong

with me?

Do I bother you?

Do I not give enough? Am I not enough?

Do I not do enough?

I want to be all there is you need.

I know I can't.

I am not a miracle. I am not your hero. I am not your saviour, your angel.

Though you called me your light. Your love. Your world.

Do you care?

Am I too much?