Melancholy

A Familiar Laugh

Undertaker x Childhood Friend Male Reader

Anime: Black Butler

Fluff + mentions of suicide

Requested by Todobaku_kirideku

     "(M/N)!!!!!!~"

     You sigh as you see Grell happily skipping towards your way, having some kind of flowery aura that will for sure catch attention of others.

Grell seemed to have a liking for you for some reason, even though you were only a average, stone faced reaper who gets easily annoyed on how clingy Grell gets with you after being done with your work.

     A sigh escaped your mouth. You quickly stepped to the side letting Grell crash into the wall, falling harshly on the ground with a big thump. "Owww... Why did you do that.... Now my beautiful face is ruined" Grell whinned, pouting her lips at you. Rolling your eyes, you bend down to the reapers' height and flicked their forehead.

     "I would not like a nuisance like you to ruin my day off Grell." You scoffed walking away from her.

     Not even a second later, Grell launched herself to your body, causing you to fall on the dirty ground with her. Groaning from the impact, you glared at the smiling red head on top of you. "Grell I swear to reapers-" You growled, making the crazy girl  shudder in pleasure.

     "Come on (M/N), why don't we have some fun for your day off." She purred, making you incredibly displeased by her words.

     "Why wont you go have 'fun' with your so called 'Sebby?'"  You questioned, pushing her off to the side. "Well, thats because-"

     "There you are Ms. Sutcliff." The both of you turned your heads to an oh so familiar voice known as William T. Spears, who thankfully interrupted the bothersome reaper.

     "Willie!? What are you doing here!?" Grell panicky asked as if she never done anything wrong. You stood up using the wall for support while dusting off the invisible dirt from your clothes. Wondering why William is here, you presume that Grell hasn't done any of her work this whole week again.

     "It seems that you haven't done any of your work this past week Grell. I thought we discussed about this." He glared at the red head, causing Grell to sweat profusely. "W-well you see... Uh... Oh! I-I was going to ask my dear (M/N) here to help me with that!" Grell stammered clutching on to your arm.

     "Yeah, you're on your own. I'll be on my day off now~" You sang at her as you walked away hearing screams of horror from behind you.

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     You watched the crowded streets of London as you sat on top of a building, bored out of your mind, hoping something entertaining would happen for once in this boring world. The reason why you decided to go out into the human world was to clear your mind, to breathe in the fresh air as your stress slowly leaves you.

     Sighing for the second time, you started to doze off, thinking of an adorable white headed reaper you haven't seen for about 5...? 6..? 1,000 years ago.

You might had a little crush on him, no scratch that, you had a BIG crush on him when you first met each other when you were kids. Even with your stone face, you couldn't help but lightly blush by the thought of him. The way he laughs was simply captivating. Those chartreuse eyes that makes you get lost in them with a single glance. His smile, that goddamn smile could make you have a heart attack. If you even have a heart.

     You remembered that dreadful day when he left you without saying goodbye. He committed suicide when you both were teenagers. That was the last time you ever saw him. You later killed yourself as well after his funeral.

     You already knew that he also became a reaper like you after you both died. You tried to find him but to your avail, be was always out of reach. You did however, after a few hundreds of years heard that he retired from being a grim reaper. You were glad that he was doing okay. You didn't mind not seeing him at all. All that really matters was that he's okay and alive.

     As you continued to remanence the past, you snap out of your thoughts as you abruptly heard an loud, strangely familiar laugh from across the street. 'Wow, and speak of the reaper..'

    You looked that the building. It was a fairly large. Above it was a sign that read, 'Undertaker.' Pfft, of course he would go retire to a place like this, you should've known.

     Glancing at the door, you noticed that someone was leaving the building. There was a blue haired kid wearing a eyepatch, and a tall butler looking guy following the kid. The butler seemed to notice you. He glaring up at you with his crimson red eyes until it hit you. He's a filthy demon following his so called meal. You scoffed and ignored the demon and waited for them to leave.

     After they left, you jumped off the roof and landed in front of the buildings' entrance. You walked in like you owned the place as you looked around to find nothing but a empty desk and coffins around the room. Confused, you were about to walk further in until, someone tackled you from behind catching you by surprise. 'What's with these people tackling me?' You bluntly asked to yourself, kneeling on the floor from the impact.

     You heard muffled giggling from the person who attacked you, causing you to snap out of your thoughts. You smirked, knowing exactly who was giggling behind your back. "Oh no, who ever could it be behind me?" You sarcastically questioned, slowly standing up from the wooden floor.

     The culprit giggled even more making your heart skip a beat. You turned your head to be met with a puff of beautiful white hair, causing you to have the urge to run your fingers through it. You grabbed its pale hands from your torso and turned yourself around to meet your crush in all its glory.

     "It's to good to see you (M/N)! It's been so long!" Undertaker smiled. You smiled back at him, which was rare for you to do, considering the fact that you never much smile at all. It always seems like he had some magic spell to do so.

    You brush off the hair in front of his face, desperately wanting to see those beautiful emerald eyes that always make you get lost in them. Undertaker shyly looked at you, almost as if he wanted to tell you something for a long time.

    Moments later, your body started to move on its own. You gently cupped the Undertakers cheek. You slowly leaned towards him, eyes focused on his lips as you kissed him. You both widen your eyes in shock, as you jumped back feeling your face heat up from embarrassment.

     "I-I am so sorry!" You yelped, scratching the back of your neck. You were left speechless. You felt like you just hit the lottery after what just happened. You just KISSED the man of your dreams! Why wouldn't you feel like the happiest man in the world? But you cant help but worry what the Undertaker thought. I mean, he did kiss you back right? ....Right?

     "Hehehe, it's okay (M/N)! I've always wanted to do that for SO long." He giggled, like it was nothing. You looked at him in shock. He WANTED to do that for how long?! That means he must've liked you back when you were kids! You literally can hear the victory bells going on inside your head. You've never felt this happy before ever since you first laid your eyes on him.

     "So does that mean you l-love me?" You cursed under your breath for stuttering such an difficult word. "Of course I love you (M/N)! I loved you since we were kids." He cheekily smiled with a blush on his face.

     "Then that means...." You pulled him to your chest smirking down at him.

     "Do you mind if I kiss you again?~"