Melancholy

I'll Never Leave You

Insecure Bakugo Katsuki x Male Reader

Anime: My Hero Academia

Fluff + a bit of angst

Requested by SuckMyGayDick

"Katsuki... we should break up.."

Huh?

I stared at my boyfriend in disbelief. H-he wants to break up? Did I do something wrong? Did I get too angry with him? Is he annoyed at me? My mind asked many more unanswered questions. I can feel my eyes starting to tear up from frustration.

"W-why? Did I do something wrong?" I desperately asked, afraid of losing the only person I loved. "I just don't think we're meant to be... I'm sorry Bakugo."

I- did he just call me by my last name?

In a instant, I felt the world shattered into a million pieces. I fell to my knees, tears overflowing my eyes. I desperately search his eyes for any indication if he was lying. But.. all I saw was guilt. I clutched my chest in pain. It feels like I got my heart ripped out...

(M/N) turned his back from me and walked away. Wait, where's he going? Hold on, wait a minute!

"W-wait! (M/N), come back! Don't leave me!" I cried out, hoping he runs back to comfort me in his warm arms.

But it was all pointless... His figured disappeared into the night as if he was swallowed into the darkness. I sobbed. I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed until I couldn't anymore. Is this a dream? This can't be happening! What should I do? I'm so lonely without you (M/N)...

Wait a minute. Why is the darkness closing in? I cant see anything! Fuck, what's happening?! (M/N) please come back!

"(M/N)!"

I shot up from my bed and franticly looked around. Oh right, it's- it's my just room. My uneven breaths come to a steady halt. My heart however is beating like crazy. Wiping away the tears from my face, I gripped my spiky hair in frustration.

What the fuck? Why am I crying? It was just a stupid dream! But why do I feel like it will happen? I questioned looking over at the clock. It's 2:00AM. Ugh, forget this, I'm too tired for this. I'm going back to sleep.

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Bakugo walked down the noisy U.A halls to class 1-A. The nightmare he had was still lingering in his mind like some video recording on loop. He tried to get the stupid dream out of his mind but, he couldn't help but think (M/N) had the intention of leaving him for good. He paused in front of the gigantic classroom door, gritting his teeth, a growl escaping his lips.

The explosive male aggressively slammed the door open, catching some of the attention of his classmates who were looking at him unsurprised.

Bakugo spotted his boyfriend talking to his childhood friend, Midoriya, or Deku as he calls him. He walked past the both of them, not even greeting (M/N) who glanced at him with confusion. Dropping his bag next to his desk, he sloppily sat on his seat, resting his head on the table, not having the mood to talk to anyone.

(M/N) excused himself with Midoriya as he walked over to his angry boyfriend to see if he was okay. Usually, Bakugo would greet (M/N) a good morning, but he just straight up ignored him, making (M/N) slightly hurt by that.

"Katsuki?"

Bakugo remained in his position. He grumbled something under his breath but it was barely audible for (M/N) to hear.

"Katsuki is there something wro-" As if on cue,  the bell rudely interrupted the (H/C) haired male, causing a sigh to pass his lips, he left Bakugo alone with his thoughts.

'Maybe he's tired..'

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The school day has finally ended and Bakugo successfully ignored (M/N) the entire day. It was a challenging task but he somehow managed. (M/N) on the other hand, definitely knew something was bothering his boyfriend. Its not like everyday he usually would ignore him the whole day like that.

(M/N) spotted Bakugo leaving the school grounds as he quickly caught up with him. Instead of Bakugo noticing at his boyfriend, he walk faster in hopes for him going away. "Hey! Slow down!" (M/N) grabbed Bakugo by the shoulder stopping him on his tracks.

Bakugo's eyes were glued to the ground. He's starting to shake. It doesn't look like it's out of fear. It seems like, frustration?

     He gripped (M/N)'s hand on his shoulder. The sudden action catches (M/N) by surprise. Bakugo turned towards him, tears profusely falling down his pale cheeks. He angrily shouted, "When are you gonna leave me, huh?!" Now this genuinely confused (M/N). Leave? What does he mean by leave?

He gently cupped Katsuki's wet cheek, wiping away his tears. He looked into his red teary eyes in concern. "Hey... Who said I was gonna leave you? Did something happen to make you think that way?" He softly asked him.

     Bakugo eventually let go of the other's hand. A knot was stuck in his throat, he didn't know what to say. (M/N) will properly think he's weak for some stupid nightmare he had last night.

"It's okay Katsuki, take your time. Everything is going to be alright." (M/N) always was a patient guy when it came to Bakugo's emotions. He would listen to his rants and sudden outbursts with no problem and he'd still be together with him. Kinda incredible if you ask me.

Few minutes have past and Bakugo finally found the courage to speak up what was bothering him. "I had this dream.." He started off. "That you were breaking up with me.. You said that you didn't think that we're meant to be together.. And you just left me without a goodbye.." (M/N) felt his heart shattered a bit by those words. He didn't think a nightmare would affect him this much.

"Katsuki.. if that was bothering you so much, why didn't you tell me earlier?" The taller male questioned. Bakugo turned his head away in shame, before mumbling, "Cause I thought you were actually going to leave me.."

(M/N) guiltily looked at his boyfriend as he gently grabbed Bakugo's chin. He moved his face towards him. The blond had a light blush on his face, embarrassed that he looked so vulnerable in front of his lover.

"You silly, I would never leave you in a million years!" (M/N) chuckled. Relief washed over Bakugo's face, as he sighed to himself. They both looked at each other. Bakugo didn't look grumpy as he usually was, instead, he looked more relaxed and calm whenever the two stared at each other.

As they both continued to admire each other, the (H/C) headed male leaned towards his lover, who slowly closed his eyes as they softly kissed one another. They both pushed back as they both whispered,

"I love you."