Random thoughts that I turn into a story

Who knew

Who knew that one day a very close friend of yours would turn out to like you. Well I didn't. A friend of mine that I've known since 7th grade has liked me since 7th grade. I am now a freshman in high school. So it's been 2 years. Everybody in my friend group knows about it but me. Even the people that we just met they knew. Then one day my best friend comes up to me and asked me what if someone very close to you randomly come up to you and confessed that they liked you? I said we'll I don't know it would probably depend on if I like them or who they are. Then we went into class. My very close friend let's call him V. V had told me he liked someone and that I have class with her. I said who he said I'm not telling you but you know her. I said who. He said not telling. I asked V can you tell me something about her like the first letter of her name he said no then you'll know. I then started to suspect if it was me. But I didn't want to say anything just yet. A couple hours later V confessed on text. He politely declined because he knew I had liked someone else but truth be told I would've said yes. But yes I declined. Then a couple month later he asked again and I asked for a couple of days due to me going to 7th period. A couple days later I told him I'm sorry I don't think I can. He said he understood and we went on with our day. For a long time the boys in the group came up to me and asked me about him and told me stuff. I was so confused about it. Like I wanted to say yes to him but I also don't want to lie to him and myself. So I said no. I don't regret it as much anymore but every now and then I look at him and wonder what would happen if I had said yes to him. I guess you'll never know now...