To deal with this rejection I was feeling I went to a party with my best friend, got completely wasted and danced like a hooker on some girl and her guy friend.
I eventually made out with the guy, kind of didn't want too but it was the mood of the party.
And then I took it upon myself to turn around and make out with the girl I was grinding on. I switched between them multiple times before someone started a mosh and I was trampled on.
I was so fucking ecstatic that I made out with a girl; it was fucking amazing.
And I'm going to be honest, when I'm horny I think about pussy instead of dick now.
But that's how I discovered that I'm not aromantic and that living inside my mind is so much better than believing in humans to treat others with goodness and hope. Not that anything terrible happened to me, like eventually I'm probably going to go through this whole thing again with another person.
But it's fucking exhausting to actually try in life and let your guard down.
Who the fuck would want to live in a world where people are shitty, not me that's for sure.
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Your Own World is Better Than the Real One
Short StoryA girl... we'll leave her unnamed. Goes through some shit to discover that living in your mind is a hell of a lot more fun than dealing with humans and their baggage. This girl expresses her thoughts on the journey of her sexual experiences in colle...
