Fluffy Muriel OneShots

(Trans male) Coming out

(D/N=deadname)
Your POV:
I've known for a while now. I'm...a man. I look over at Muriel making lunch and and try to figure out how to form the words so he'll understand. "I'm trans" i whisper to myself, trying to get up the courage.

"What?" Muriel turns away from the food to face me.

"I'm sorry, I'm talking to myself..." I say hoping he didn't hear my practice round. He grunts a short reply and turns back to the lunch he's making. Inanna licks my hand, she seems to know whats on my mind.

"Lunch is done...Go ahead and eat, I need to feed the chickens..." he says giving me a soft smile, very unaware of my anxiety. I nod and give him a slightly fake smile...Though I dont move after he shuts the door.

"Inanna do you know I'm a guy?" She tilts her head at my words, like as if to say of course you are? What else would you be?. "Do you realize that I'm not..." I jester down at myself. She tilts her head again and then bumps my hand in, almost, a reassuring way. "You wouldn't care either way...would you? You love me...right?" The look in her eyes reassure me that she does.

The door opens a couple minutes later, "You haven't gotten up to eat?" Muriel looks over at me with a hint of worry. His green eyes search mine as he walks up to me, "are you...alright?" Suddenly he looks over at Inanna and then back at me, "Nana...I'm sure if D/N wanted to tell me something she would have done it..."

D/N, she...My heart hurts hearing those words. "Muri...I do have something I need to tell you actually..."

His eyes widen and I can almost see the panic, He's expecting the worse, isn't he?  "W-what is it?" Hearing that whisper shattered my heart for a second.

"C-can you please sit down? I sit on the bed and pat the side next to me. He lets out a small grunt, but sits down...he won't meet my eyes though. "I-Im not...D/N." His eyebrow quirks up in mild confusion I hold up a shaky hand, signaling him to let me finish. "I'm not a she, I'm not a..." my eyes start to fill with tears a bit and the shaking in my hands become worse.

A strong hand, much larger than mine suddenly grabs one of my shaky hands, "It's okay...Calm down. I'm here...Im listening..."

"I'm not a girl." I close my eyes and wait for a reaction of some kind...nothing. Opening my eyes again I see Muriel looking at me with his head slightly tilted like a confused pup. "I'm trans. I want to be a guy. I am a guy and I want to change my appearance and I want you to call me he and Y/N and..." tears have started falling freely now... "IwantyoutolovemeanywaysbecauseIdontthinkIcouldloseyou." I turn my head away, afraid of what he'll say.

The hand not holding mine gently takes my chin and turns my head back towards him. He lets go of my hand and starts wiping my tears and kisses my forehead. "You want me to call you Y/N?" I nod, "and...call you he? I nod again, "I didn't hear that last part..."

I slow my breathing, " I want you to love me anyways because I dont think I could lose you..."

"Oh..." a small blush forms on his cheeks, "Y/N...you're not going to lose me." My tears slow and I start to smile, "I don't care what gender you are...Whether you're my girlfriend, my boyfriend, as long as you are my partner...I love you. Not your..." the blush deepens as he talks. "Y-you know..." I realize he's meaning chest and...there. "How can I help make this easier?"

"J-just...the name...and new pronoun for now..." a gentle hand caresses my cheek.

"Then that's what I'll do...Im sorry if I mess up sometimes..." he blushes redder, "Can I...?" I smile and softly kiss him.

The kiss deepens and he slides his arms around me, hugging me close. Pulling away from the kiss, he hugs me tighter. "I love you, and I accept who you are..."

"I love you so much Muri."