If Only

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If only you knew,

That when I called your gorgeous I meant it.

If only you knew,

That when when I said you were perfect it wasn't meant for you to tell me how wrong I was.

If only you knew,

That every time I said you were a goddess you didn't have to tell me all your faults.

If only you knew,

That when ever you put your self down you also brought the blade closer to my heart.

If only, only you knew,

That when you rolled your eyes when I spoke It closed my mouth to how you were killing me.

If, if fuck, only you knew...

That when you spoke bullshit on how I treated you like shit I started treating my nesrest friends that way!

If only you fucking knew!

That during our last dying days all of my breath fell to your lungs!

If only you.. oh if only you knew!

That when ever you broke my promise it broke my heart to crumbles of nothing!

If only you knew....

That I always knew...

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