*Kasey p.o.v*
Hey Hey Hey! How y'all doing? Good? ME TOO!!! I am currently 4 months pregnant. In 3 more weeks, I go to see my doctor to find out the sex of my baby. Trevor wants a boy but I feel like it's a girl. I haven't seen or talk to anybody except for Nic and Chy. It's like the closer my due date comes, the more guilty I feel about what I said to Chris. I mean he said some hurtful stuff but so did I. Ugh. Lemme not stress over this. Trevor been on my ass about stressing. Talking bout if I stress, me and him got beef. The Fuck?! Me and Trevor moved into our new house right after I got out the hospital. Haven't bothered looking for my so called mother. She's dead to me. Anyways, I'm in me and Trevor room on my Macbook Air, when Trevor walked in.
"Hey Babe" He said as he walked over to me.
"Hey Babes" I said. He kissed my forehead then sat next to me on the bed.
"What the fuck you watching?" He asked looking at my Macbook screen.
"What to expect when I'm giving birth" I simply said.
"Your watching someone have a baby?" He asked.
"Yep" He took my Macbook and closed it.
"You funna get paranoid and shit. Watch you get on my nerves. I don't want you watching that shit. Just go with the flow baby. We funna be good"
"But we could do a water birth. I seen i-"
"Nope. No water birth. I don't even know what the fuck that is"
"Oh. I give birth in a pool"
"What pool?"
"Not the one like outside. Like a kitty pool"
"Oh. Where would you do it?"
"In this house"
"HELL NO!!!"
"Whyyyyy?"
"Because I said so"
"Whatever. Help me up. I gotta pee" He got off the bed and helped me off. My belly is really big so it's hard to do things now. After I was done in the bathroom, I washed my hands and walked out. Trevor was sitting on the bed with his shirt off.
"Babe, come downstairs with me" I said. He looked at me and sucked his teeth as he got up. He walked up to me and held out his hand. I grabbed it. He help me down the stairs. We sat down in the living room.
"Babe?" Trevor asked.
"Yes?" I asked.
"Don't you think that you should sit down and talk to Chris" I sat up and looked at him.
"Why?"
"He has a right to know how his daughter and his unborn grandchild is doing"
"I don't care. He called me a disappointment. I don't want to be bothered with him"
"I know you don't want to here this but imma still say it. Your being selfish."
"How?"
"Your only thinking about yourself. Think about our baby. He needs his grandpa in his life"
"No h- SHE doesn't. What she doesn't know, won't hurt her"
"Wow. You really don't know how selfish you sound" He stood up.
"Where you going?"
"Out. Call me when you get your mind straight" And with that he left. I looked down at my big belly. Maybe, Trevor's right. Maybe, I am being selfish. I want my baby to have everything. If that means that I have to make amends with my dad/uncle then I will. I pulled out my phone and dialed the number. He answered on the third ring.
"Yo" He said as he answered.
"Um....Chris?" I asked.
"Kasey?"
"Yeah. Can you come over? I need to talk to you"
"Okay. Trevor just sent me the address."
"Okay. I'll see you when you get here"
And with that I hanged up.
"ACE!!!" I screamed. He came and I patted the empty space next to me. He jumped up by me. I ended up going to sleep.
I woke up to someone tapping me. I looked up to see someone, I ain't see in almost 5 months.
"H-Hi Chris" I said. He came around the couch and sat on the other side of me since Ace was still asleep by me.
"How you been? How's the baby?" He asked.
"I'm good and the baby is okay. Me and Trevor go to the doctor to see the sex of the baby in about 3 more weeks" I said.
"That's good. You want a boy?"
"Nah. Trevor do. I want a girl so I can dress her up like me. Trevor thinks it's a boy but I feel a girl. Either sex is fine with me. I'll still love my baby no matter what."
"That's good. So what do you want to talk about?"
"Okay, so me and Trevor was talking. He thinks that it's best for our child to know it's grandfather."
"Do you want me in it's life?"
"Honestly, I do. I want you to know my child. I want my child to have the life that I had to wait till I was 15 to get. I want to be the mother that mines wasn't and in order to do that I have to make amends with you. I apologize for what I said and I would really like it if me and you could try to work some of our issues out"
"I would love that. When I said that you was a disappointment, I was mad. I wasn't thinking about your feelings. I wasn't thinking at all. I'm so sorry for that and I would love to teach my grandson or granddaughter some stuff. Only if you want me to."
"I want you to."
"Okay. Wow. Look at you. You got yourself a belly there" He said looking at my stomach. I looked down at my stomach and started to rub of because the baby started to kick.
"You wanna touch?" I asked. He looked up at me.
"You sure?" He asked.
"Yeah" I grabbed his hand and put it on my belly. The baby started to go crazy. Kicking me and shit.
"Damn! You got a kicker on your hands"
"Forreal. Always doing that shit when a male touch me"
"Because he knows that no man should be touching his mama"
"Wassup with you and Trevor with this he? We having a girl"
"Okay. Let's make a bet"
"Okay"
"If it's a girl, I owe you 1000 dollars and I'll take you shopping to get anything you want. If it's a boy, I get to hack your instagram and post a very embarrassing pic of you while you was sleeping" I shook his hand.
"Deal. Now out. Me and my baby tired." I said. He nodded and left. I went upstairs and was out. I'm happy that me and Chris are on good terms. Now I can worry about this baby.
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I know it's short but deal with it. For me. Thx you.
