Camp Camp Oneshots (On Hiatus)

Harrison x Depressed! Reader

Thank you @AshLePacfist for requesting! Also, just a heads up, this story will include self harm and if that's not your thing, then I suggest not reading. There will be swearing because duh, it's Camp Camp! Anyways, hope you enjoy! 

-Pickle

(Y/N): Your Name

(F/C): Favorite color

-Your Pov-

I Woke up to the sound of David, yelling at everyone to get up and meet in the Mess hall for breakfast. Great. The start of a horrible day. I groan and sat up. I looked in my bag and pulled out a blade. I do this every morning so it's whatever. I slide the blade through my skin. I felt the cool blood drip onto the ground along with warm tears waiting to pour out of my eyes. I wasn't always like this. I Used to be happy until THEY backstabbed me. When I had first moved to a new school, I thought things would finally turn around for me. I met a girl who seemed to be a lot like me. We started hanging out and talk and we soon became best friends. I had come to school late one morning because of a doctors appointment and it was lunch time by the time I had gotten to school. I began walking to my friends table when I saw her surrounded by people. They were laughing. But not at her. At ME. She had told everyone on of my most embarrassing childhood secret while also making fun of me for it. I had been bullied ever since. I cleaned up all the blood, slid on my (F/C) hoodie and walk out of the tent.

I got my......."food" and sat down at an empty table. There was no point sitting with someone. Especially since everyone at camp hates me. Of course, they never told me anything, but I can read their faces. I lay my head on the table. Suddenly, I hear a tray being placed down. I look up and see Harrison; giving off the cute smile of his. I have a small crush on the boy, but how could I not. He's SOOO adorable! Of course, he could never like someone like me. He probably likes Nerris or some shit! 

"Hey (Y/N), I saw you sitting by yourself and thought I could keep you company. Is that ok?" I nod my head a little. "So I was thinking when we all start our activities, we could be partners! You're always by yourself and besides, I need a break from Nerris and Preston. You know how they are, hehe.... So what do you think?" Does he really want to spend the day with me???  You know what, whatever. He was probably fucking dared to do all of this. But on the bright side, I'll be spending time with Harrison.  "Sure, I guess I could use the company."  A big smile grew on his face. "Great!" He replied. And with that, David told everyone to start heading to the activities field. Welp, time for hell to rise. As Harrison and I walked towards the field, I couldn't help but stare at him.  Taking in every detail from if cute little top hat, to his black shoes. I just couldn't take my eyes off of him. Of course he noticed me and at that moment I became a blushing mess.

-Harrison's Pov-

I noticed (Y/N) staring at me and when they realized I had caught them, they started blushing! IT. WAS. SO. DANM. CUTE! Yes, I had a crush on them. But all I could do was keep dreaming. They would never like me.

-Time skip to the activity (Still Harrison's Pov)-

"Who's ready for today's activity?" David began. Of course everyone groaned in response.  "Today's activity iiiiiissss...............ART!" Well that's not so bad. Personally, I'm terrible at art, but it could have been worse. "Alright, everyone chose partners!" I look over at (Y/N) and I see them staring down at the ground with their hands in the pockets of their (F/C) hoodie. I tap their shoulder. "We're still partners, right?" I asked. They nodded in response. Great! I grabbed their arm and guided them, well I guess dragged them, to our canvas. "Today, you and your partner will each find something in the forest that you think describes one another! Once you find what you're looking for, you will paint it on the canvas and show it to one another once your done!" David said. (does that make sense? IDK just go with it!) 

-Your Pov-

There are bunch of things that describe Harrison while there is nothing in nature to describe me. He should probably pick up a stick and let that represent me. Because I have no role in life and I'm not meant to be here. I walked in towards the forest to look for something, but there wasn't anything special enough for Harrison. I then came across a bunny. That should work. And David didn't even say if it had to be just an object. It is part of nature. I walk back to my canvas and got out the paints needed. One container seemed to be quit difficult for me to open. It tried but it wouldn't budge. Then without warning, it busted open and I got paint everywhere! Mainly on my face and hoodie! All eyes were on me. There was silence. And then.....THEY ALL LAUGHTED AT ME. " OH MY GOD! WHAT A FUCKING IDIOT!" I could hear Max yell from a far. I couldn't take it. I ran towards my tent as tears poured out of my eyes. "(Y/N) wait!" I could hear Harrison yell. But I didn't stop. I didn't want him to see me like this. I got to my tent and threw my hoodie in the corner  as I got down on my knees and cried.

-Harrison's Pov-

I yelled out (Y/N) name as they ran away. Probably towards their tent. Next thing I knew, I was running after them.  I didn't like seeing someone I care about so much cry like that. When I got to their tent, I could her small sniffles coming from inside. I felt like crying myself! I walking in without bothering to "Knock". That was my first mistake. I stared at them with wide eyes. Now I really wanted to cry. There were cuts covering their arms. Some looked new while others were healing. I cupped my hands over my mouth as my eyes watered. They looked at me. 

"H-Harrison! I-"

"WHY?!?!?!" I cut them off. They looked right at me with red watery eyes. "Because I can't stand being treated like shit! I've been bullied to death and I can't even get away from it at camp!" I ran towards them with open arms as i pulled them into an embrace. Tears dripping onto each other. I could feel their grip around me tighten as they cried harder onto my shoulder. We were like that for about 5 minutes until I finally spoke up. "Why didn't you tell me?" They were quiet until replying with. "I was scared that you would have though that I was weak. Then I would have never gotten the chance to tell you that I have a crush on you." I was shocked. Did....Did they really just say that. 

Your Pov

"Y-You have a crush on me?" He said. I nod while also having my head down. Afraid to see the look on his face. Why did I say that?? God I'm so stupid! He lifted my head to face him. I stared at those big green orbs. I'm not sure if they are naturally that shiny or if it was from crying, but they were breath taking. We stared at each other for a bit. "(Y/N). I like you to. I thought that YOU would have thought I was weird if I told yo so." He spoke. Does he really?? I leaned in and so did he. Until our lips connected. It was amazing. We pulled away and hugged each other. Both a blushing mess. For the first time in along time, I was finally happy. "Well I guess we should go back so people don't think we're dead." Harrison spoke. I giggled in response. "Also, you really need to talk to someone when you feel like this." He added. "I promise i'll do that for now one." I replied. We walked out of the tent. Hand in hand.

WOAH 1481 words?! That took a lot longer than I thought. I'm going to work on a picture for this as well. In all seriousness, if you are having suicidal thoughts don't be scared to talk to someone you trust. You are loved. I know it may be tough at first, trust me I've been there, but it gets better. I promise. I love ya! Requests are still open as well.