te demum reperi

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Hi! This is a dark story. Picture of Sunder on the side ~^^
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Sunder POV
I am surrounded by crazy people. They believe anything and everything and it is getting quite tiresome. I believe in the proof of science that can be observed and tested over and over. Explained through logic. Facts.
And not some book of fiction or folklore. Yes that is the bible for me.
I am not a religious person myself... I do believe in something greater then us maybe. Something that created life, we just do not know what it is yet. It is perfectly normal to search for answers and to wonder, that is how science can emerge. It is how logical intelligent people come to see and better understand the world. That is all.
I am tired of having to go to church every sunday when I could be studying or better yet, catching up on long lost sleep from endless study hours. But no. It is unholy bleh bleh bluh...
My family is composed of: me, my Dad, my Mum, my two little sisters(4 and 6) and my good for nothing older brother (20 cant hold a job for more then two weeks. Doesn't want to go to college and has condenmed the basement to total unclenliness with all his clothes lying eveywhere like corpses in a battlefield).
My dad and mother are very strict about sexuality. Not before mariage, always date another catholic and if you are gay...
Let's just say it is NOT a joke to make at christmas when the whole family is there. Even just acting gay is rated R. What I mean is. No hugs with male relatives. No friends who seem gay allowed. Turn off the tv when the news is on about gay rights. My dad completely ridiculises himself by being so manly and NOT gay that it is to much. Maybe he is just that way. I dont really care.
My mom loves to watch documentaries on evil entities in homes and how to protect your family against them. She always forces me to be there, she says:
" It's better to be safe then sorry. Listen well you might need this one day."
Oh and how about talking about sex edd. Nooooo. God forbid. Adultery! Its a conspiracy.
That sums up my family life. I just bear with it I guess. I go to church in my best outfit every sunday, I sometimes feel the urge to sleep so strongly that I cant help a huge yawn to escape my mouth. Like just now.
I received a hit to the back of my head.
" Owww~" I complained rubbing the spot were my dad had hit me.
" Shh" my dad ordered as the priest on stage turned a page of the bible.
I hold the urge to sigh or roll my eyes since that would be the end of me. With my 6'5 father built like Arnold Swakkfirjsrger... Swartanagar? Swaztsanager...? Whatever I can mentily picture him. Btw he used to be a body builder, just saying.
I am 90 percent sure I was adopted. Or my mom cheated on my dad with someone else.Why? Well look at me! I measure 5'4!!! 5'4!!!! Anything smaller then that and I could fit into my sisters treehouse which is built for childreen only. And I have a round face and big eyes with dark long lashes like a girl. I have hardly any muscles at all. Its not fair! Although my brother, since he turned 14 shaves, measures 6'4 and is built up like crazy!!!
I just cannot understand how I turned out like this. I am like my mom, petite frame, thought she also is taller then me thought at 5'6, light brown hair, odd wine colored eyes and Ivory skin. Not that I don't like being a boy but I don't feel very manly, at all. Especially when a guy, I mean many guys, hit on you half of them thinking you are a female. Yes the other half did not back away when I told them the truth, not that they thought that I was a girl to start with...that is when it gets awkward for me.... Really awkward
Also some seemed to want to have proof. Simple answer birth certificate of course ^^
Yes I carry it with me. It works for proof does it not?
So there. I think about this and that at church since I cannot listen to the old priest for more then 5 minutes before falling into a deep sleep.
I notice eveybody stand up suddenly and I am jerked up by my shoulders by my father. My poor heart.
We go eat the body of the Christ!!! Mouhahahaha!! My personnal favorite is the stomach ah!
Sorry sorry it's just bread dipped into the blood of Jesus!!!! Ahahahahah!
No its just wine that as also been bored to death by religious incantations, when it has officially died of boredom it is then called holy.
I hate that word. What is it supposed to mean anyway?!
After the torture session I go to meet my friends at a cafe. They to believe in nonsense, ghosts. As I said I am surrounded by crazy people.
I arrive at starbucks and see the blue hair of Jamie and the bunny hat of Lila.
" Hey there!" I say as I wave at them. Lila waves back and I put my coat on one of the chairs surrounding our small round table.
" Yo!" Lila says she points at Jamie with a pouty face. I chuckle.
Jamie seems so intransed into what he is reading on his computer that he seems almost terrified or frightenning. Anyway...
" I am gonna go get some coffee" I say
I take a ten with me and slip it into my pocket.
I wait in line while looking at the pastries. Yummmm!
" Can I take your order?" A young man asks me.
" Yes, I will have a small coffee and a chocolate chip muffin please"
When I got the order I headed to the counter where you had sugar and milk to the coffee.
I slowly made my way through the crowd of people when bam! I bumped into a built chest. Wow. Talk about tall. I think this one is taller then my dad.
I was about to apologize when a large hand tugged my face upwards where I was met with the ruby red eyes of a strickingly handsome white haired young dude.
I gulp realising our faces were only mere inches away. Me on my tippy toes and him bent down. I couldnt move my face away he was to strong. I struggled and was startled when I heard his low voice next to my ear murmuring: "te demum reperi"
What? I didn't take latin yet.....
And just as quickly as he appeared, he disapered from my sight.
That was ....new...?
Anyhow my stomach grumbled loudly and I was reminded that I didnt have breakfest.
Lets go get this coffee ready so I can eat this delicious looking muffin before I starve!
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