i knew then

she comes again

   I wait for her i long for her i miss her touch on my skin even if the only time i felt her touch me was when she slapped me like i was her bitch. she made me feel normal never did i see her look at me the way the others have before she was the one the one i was meant to be with.
  I waited by the docks again today it had been almost two full weeks since the last time i saw her after the storm, she hasn't been on the fairy at all i wondered maybe i did scared the absolute shit out of her i mean i'm ugly as shit and have fucking dolphin breath. (pic of him above chapter title) she hates me i know it i thought as i brought myself out of the waters and on to the near by big rock that i usually would sit on to think about life and what not it was the perfect place to do so no one could see me but i could see them and the hill behind it was too steep to go down on and the water was in front so no one but me could be on it or so i thought, that's when she came up behind me and covered my eyes and yelled boo! i yelled at her trying to explain that i could've chopped her fingers off she laughed and said that it would've been hot if i did that "how is that how?" "it's actually not but you're hot so seeing you be manly would've made you 10 times more hot" "me biting your fingers off is manly...." "well i mean the fact that you can do it not the actual thing" "oh..." we sat there for awhile after not speaking a word.
"so i went to whole foods" she said breaking the silence "that's nice...do they usually not sell whole food" "what?" "like do they usually sell half's or quarters of the food?" she laughed "you're funny....oh you're serious" she moved the hair from out of her face " no it's just like the name it's supposed to be like better food and nongmo shit like that" "should've just called it better foods" i said and she laughed. We talked for hours till the sun went down and her reusable grocery bag was empty. she kissed me. it got hot.
At first i was shocked then i wanted more she did too i could see the lust in her eyes. i kissed her back. we made out. she was sweating...this bitch horny asf like damn she sweating alreadyyyyy kinda hot tho.
she smiled as i pulled her on top of me he smile warms my heart and give my penis a exertion she knew that now obviously and she giggled a little by it and blush swept across her face. "you know i'm half dolphin right" "it's okay i like my men mix" we made love till sun raised again and her ass oh lord have mercy was just as fat as it was from afar god damnnn. she woke up in my arms scared and in a rush "i have to go i'm sorry" "what's wrong?" "it's nothing it's just i don't think i thought this all through yet" she took her pants and shoes and ran off i was left in confusion and misery...i yet again scared a girl away with my ginormous cock.