Sex & Situationships

Part 4

So after reading through his scandalous ass text and sitting on the bed for another 20 minutes contemplating rather or not I should wake his bitch ass up so we can talk about last night or pull this pretty lil rose gold 32 caliber pistol out this shoe box and blow this nigga brains out. Words couldn't explain the anger I felt inside, it was like I was laying next a man I didn't know, just a replica of him. Now it's like I'm lying next to a man I can't trust. I want so bad to get revenge but what would that really solve. How would I feel once i make him feel how he has made me feel so many times? Cheating has never been my way of solving problems because just like he didn't have to cheat neither did I. I was cool with exploring new things with him. But it seemed lately that he just wants to branch out on his own. I was disgusted with his trifling ass. I needed to get away and quick. I slid out the bed throwing on a pair of skinny jeans and a tube top. Threw on my leopard print red bottoms. Wand curled my Brazilian lace front and threw on some make up from my Mac collection. After doing a once over in the mirror I was completely satisfied. I grabbed my leopard clutch bag and was out the door.

I jumped in my 2018 Jeep Cherokee started the engine just to realize I had gotten all cute and had no destination on where to go. So, I sat idle and scrolled Facebook for a min. I reached in my console for my cigarettes to realize that I had ran out. I put the car in reverse turn my music up loud and headed to the store.

When I pulled up to the Sunoco, I became slightly nervous as it was surrounded by corner boys and drug addicts. It always made me nervous being I hated the attention, the constant begging, can I have a dollar ass people. Like damn these able body ass people can get up and make the same money I do.
I took a deep breath slid my pistol in my waistline and stepped out of my truck. Just as I thought all eyes were on me, I knew then that just getting a pack of cigarettes wouldn't be an easy task. I got to counter and purchased my cigarettes and when I turned around Jaron was standing there holding a Snapple Iced Tea. "What's up Shawn." He said as I retrieved my change from the cashier and tried to walk past him. I don't know what made me speak because normally I just bypassed his fine ass because he was always trying to holla. He picked today out of all days to try his luck again. Only today I didn't ignore him. "Nothing much, just grabbing me some cigarettes. How about you?" I said smiling. His eyes were so mesmerizing like if you stared for too long you would get lost in them. This man was sexy from his head down to his size 10 shoe. "I'm about to call a Lyft and head to work. My car is the shop and won't be out for another week" I don't know what had come over me, usually a man couldn't get two words out of me and here I was trying to see how another man's day is going. "I'll give you a ride." I blurted out of nowhere. He looked at me kind of suspicious before hesitantly responding. "Okay cool. I'll be out just as soon I finish here. I appreciate it." I turned around and started heading towards my truck I knew he was watching me. He always did so I twitched my hips a little harder to give him some to look at. He got in the car and my nostrils instantly filled with the smell of his cologne. This guy was doing too much unintentionally, and I was turned on or was I just mad. I didn't know but at this point revenge was looking prominent now and my target is sitting right in the passenger seat.