Sex & Situationships

Part 9

I arrived at the jail by 10pm and waited for Shawn to be processed out I had got the call from my sister about 8 that she should be released soon. And just like clockwork I was on time she was walking out the door before I could sit down good. I greeted her with a tight hug as soon as she walked across that threshold. "You alright" I said to her loosening my grip and pulled her dreads back off her face. This girl did something to me. She got my body tingling all over. "I'm okay, Thanks for getting me out here. I'll pay you back I promise." She said. I'm not the type of dude that does owe favors. If I do something I'm not looking or expecting a return. You could tell that Shawn was independent but that's because she wasn't fucking with a real man. After leaving the jail I took her to a late night, early breakfast to IHOP. I knew she had to be hungry and IHOP was our favorite spot. Once we were seated at the table, I got straight to it. "So, what's up with you, why were you arrested?"

She began fondling with her hands like she didn't want to respond. It made me mad. "Cut the bullshit Shawn. Now I done told you everything about me you know how I role and how I get down. Now talk, because I can't move forward with this if you don't tell the truth." She took a deep breath before responding. Explaining to him what she and haze had been doing for the past five years was difficult. Especially when she didn't want to be judged by him. But at this point she had to tell him the truth look at what he had done for. He was putting effort into what he wanted and has kept it real with her the entire time. If no man deserved the truth, this man did. "Ok so me and my husband have been involved with a lifestyle where we freely have sex with other people. He basically broke the rules and started cheating behind my back. One of the bitches we were supposed to have threesome with he took her for himself and I started fucking with you as revenge for the shit he did me. I know it was shallow, but I wanted him to see how I felt. Only thing is I didn't expect for things to get this serious with me and you.

You came along and showed me what I never knew was missing in my relationship. So when we were In Daytona and I had to leave in a hurry it was because the bitch disrespected me by texting my phone about him. I went to her house saw them together and pistol whipped the girl and almost shot him." Now here I am thinking she's an angel but seems to me her ass is crazy, but I can't blame her considering what she's been through. I could only imagine what was going through her mind when another female text her about her man. Women are emotional creatures and what we men may think is small and unimportant women take to the extreme. "WOW, that's some shit." I said to her as I rubbed my chin and sat back in my seat. "So, what are you going to do?" I asked "Honestly, I don't want him anymore, but I want him to suffer. I want him to hurt the way he hurt me." She responded as tears trailed down her cheeks. "I'm tell you like this I'm not into none of that lifestyle shit. I'm not keen to sharing my women with any man. I want you to be mines and mines only." She nodded in understanding. "The real revenge is moving on and showing him that you deserve better." "So, you want a relationship out of this?" She asked surprisingly "Naw Baby, I want a wife out of this. I want you. I understand you have a man, but he isn't for you, he was just a distraction, someone to occupy your time until I came along. I've wanted you from the day I saw you 2 years ago working in that department store." Her eyes widened because I knew that she had no idea what I was referring to. Because we were strangers then. I continued "Yeah I noticed you even though you didn't notice me. I was drawn to you and I still am. Sex was just a bonus." I grabbed her by her face and kissed her passionately. "Tell me you ready." I said between kisses. "I'm ready" she said between moans as she kissed me back. I swear this girl gave me chills every time she kissed me. We talked for a little while longer and ate our breakfast before I took her home.

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I paced the floor back and forth as I waited for Shawn to come home. I had to fix my wrongs and the first thing I did was break things off with Lacey. I wanted my wife for one and two I was afraid of both of our lives if we got caught again. There is no excuse for the bullshit I did, and I know if I don't do something, she is going to resent me. When she walked through the door, she looked like she had a rough night. After finding out she was arrested I was about to bail her, but she had already been released I was curious as to who bailed her out and was prepared to grill her ass about when she came home, but I was already in hot water had already fucked up too many times. The worst thing to do in a relationship is play the blame game. Nothing she did wrong mattered at this point. I ran her some bath water and cooked her dinner. She was still angry a little but after her bath she seemed to come around. I offered to give her a threesome with another man to be fair since she has always been loyal to me regardless of my actions. I was graveling to her feet, anything that I could do to make this shit right again. In my mind this situation was about sex, I had broken the rules and put Shawn in an uncomfortable position. I stopped including her. Maybe she was feeling left out and if I agreed to do something, she wanted maybe she would notice my efforts and forgive me. Maybe things can go back to the way it used to be.