Embracing your Soul -eng- [ COMPLETED ]

10 - renaissance

-- i think i'm gonna keep it short i'm lazy this is the end.. goodbye my little shits.

The sun rays hit my skin in a harsh manner as I get up from the soft comfort the bed gave me. I have always been an early riser. Jumping from the bed I went outside and was greeted by numerous village people.

Nothing have been known to them about my true identity.. all they know is that me... along with Sammuel and Tia, saved them.. from the lives they didn't really deserved.

Since the very beginning I have already been favored by the people. They adored me as I was said to be favored by gods of harvest and plants.. little did they know I was the god.

I need no favor from any god.. cause I am god myself.

I watched as they did each labor of their own.. owning.. finally.. they're own life. Within their grasp.. they held their lives now, not the royals, not anyone else but themselves. 

I let a small smile travel to my lips as I felt contented at the decisions I did, I wanted to feel alive but I knew I was not the only one.. along with the accepting people who opened their arms for me without knowing of my origin since the beginning.

They also deserved to feel alive.

The burning sensation that gave my skin burns that slowly heals then right away.. the sun light indicating the time of the day was noon.

I brushed the fallen leaves that now rested upon my shoulders sticking perfectly in place I picked it up and sent it flying along the gushing pace of the wind passing by.

"I have a feeling that today has something big." I looked back and saw Sammuel standing by the door frame of the little house. I smiled at him and shrugged.

The small freckles on his cheeks scattered down his shoulder down to his upper torso, visibly displaying his body worked by hard work.. it was neither can be compared to any god's or any village mortal.

"I think it's going to be a good something..." I whispered to the wind as I hoped for and prayed that it would be. The life here was as I wanted them to have.. the peace and quiet with no violence and injustice, it was just calm and happy, there could be no one to object by the way of our living by now, it was what everyone wanted to have... And now they have it in their hands.

I wouldn't want to be taking it yet again from them.. the happiness they long to have as they dirtied their hands and broke their bones, sweat until blood comes out instead, cried and beg for a chance to have their rights back.

Sammuel's warmth was a different warmth from anyone else's.. his warmth was like the spring, it was calming..beautiful.. and relaxing. He was the comfortable afternoon you'd just want to lay on, a shoulder you could lean on.. he was the friend you can make fun memories with, he was more than just a lover. He was a lot of different people, but at the same time he's only one.

His warmth's the only thing that could get me.. hold me and love me for all I'm worth.

I looked up and saw clouds of different shapes scattered around the sky and covering the blue colored mattress that laid above us all. I smiled to myself as I felt my heart thumping with happiness. I have been reconciled. Hugged and loved by both my parents.

I walked down the depths of the Under World and smelt the awful smell of sorrow and loneliness that I've been used through the years.. but it seems like when I get to hear it again now.. the stench and thick cries of their souls wanted me to weep for them..

From the new found emotion buried and remembered by my soul I felt the strong emotions that the souls have caved.

I looked up to see my father sitting at the very top of this hell.. he was looking through and seemed to be in daze.. the look in his eyes long for something to return.. as if he was not holding something, he was missing something that he had.. and treasured.

My mother by his side soothe his untamed curls as she talked in his ears whispering things to distract him from tearing apart. I felt the overwhelming emotion emanating from the both of them. I stepped up to the castle I once called home.. and instead of feeling the cold like winter wind.. I was enveloped in a burning embrace.

And along with the cries of the souls. I first heard my Father and Mother both cried out their longing whispers to my ears as rivers of sorrow fell down and soaked my shoulders as they both embraced me tightly.

As if I was going to leave their side if they did not hold me close enough from them.. as if their skin felt cold without my touch on them. I felt wanted and complete. The warmth I have been seeking for, and have found.. was also here.

I felt tears trickle down my cheeks as I clutched my clothes tight. How far have I gone to find the things I seek, to only find it here.

Cold have never felt this warm.

I guess home is not with the warmth I've been looking for.. it was with the love they gave.

"I love you"

I opened my eyes as I was greeted by two pairs.. I stared into Sammuel's. Before he spoke too quickly I could not comprehend what he said. The world spun as I got up far too quickly and abrupt. I shot him a questioning gaze as his eyes were read and puffy, and when I was just about to ask why..I stopped.

All I knew was.. I felt two familiar arms..

familiar scent.

a familiar voice..

a familiar warmth.

As it enveloped me and soaked me in its soft embrace. I felt my heart tightening in anticipation as I held my breath. I whipped my head to the side to confirm my assumptions and slowly my world stopped spinning.

"Tia"