chapter1. I'm straight.. or not

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-Sarawats view

Im gay. But nobody knows about it. Its not like I refuse to be gay, my parants just hate gay people so i can't tell anyone. I am kinda famous in school....if I date a guy and meet someone it will go directly to my parants. I know this is sick and awful but I date girls I don't even like to hide this truth. The girl im dating now is Chai. Chai is the prettiest girl in our school. So we are always called the perfect couple. But I don't like her. As I said . Im gay. I don't have any feelings for a girl. I think she knows that I don't love her..? I don't know..

"Sarawat!!"

Here comes my girlfriend Chai she has long hair that covers her back, white skin, big eyes, and big boobs..I guess..? So today is the day chai and I became a couple for a year.she invited me to her house so I thought why. And this was the only answer i got. We kissed we hold hands we did everything accept sex. She doesn't understand me for not having sex and I just told her I am the kind of person who wants to have sex after marriage. But she was not happy about it so im thinking that she wants to have sex with me tonight in her house.

"Welcome to my home!"

"Thanks.."

"Today my parants are not coming home and my brother said that he was staying in his friends..can you slee..."

"Who's going to sleep out you idiot."

"WHAT. Why are you here!"

Well it was Chais brother who came breaking her plan. I just stood there and said hi to him. He said hi back to me. I couldn't see his face since it was so dark. Chais face became red and left the house saying noting. I was just a boyfriend that didn't like her. I know im a horrable person but she was the one who asked me to date her. I also said that I dont like those couply stuff but she said it was ok if I only dated her. I needed a girlfriend to trick my parants so I said yes.

"Hey whats your name"

"I'm sarawat and you are..?"

"Im tine! so your my sisters boyfriend! She always told me that your handsome let me see your face"

Chais brother Tine walked down the stairs and came to me with a silly voice. Well he didn't calculate the distince between us correctly and came too close to me. He looked similer to Chai. White skin big clear eyes but with a flat chest.

-Tines veiw

I was gonna hang out with my friends tonight but peuk got sick, and ohm got a girlfriend and said he wasn't coming , fong liked to hang out with at least 3people. So the appointment went to space and I was staying home. When i was watching a movie my sister came in with someone. I turned of the movie and listend to them and wow she was flirting with him. I didn't want to here my sister having a lovey dovey night when i was home so i just went out to the living room. When she saw me she was mad for sure. She always told me that her boyfriend was sooo handsome so I wanted to have a look when she went out. I went down the stairs fast but I forgot that the living room was a little bit slippery and I went too close to him that we left less then an inch from each other. I don't know why but we stayed like that for a minute and took a backstep. It was so awkward.

"Im really sorry about that.. um.."

"It's fine.. mm.. can I sit down...?"

"yes!! .. yes you can."

My face was burning like hell. I never bacame close to someone like that. I even turned up my voice volume by mistake. We sat down on the sofa next to us and started an awkward talk. my face was still burning like fire. It was because i did something embarrassing but the other reason is that he was too handsome then I thought. Don't understand me wrong. I like girls. I dated 4 girls before but no guys. I do have a guy that likes me. But naa... he is just an annoying person to me.

"when do you think she will come back?"

he asked

"I..dont actually know.."

"I cant go back home in this hour. Can I stay here for a night?"

This was an unexpected answer but I said yes because he was right. But somehow he was looking at me different from my sister. I don't know. I told him where my room was and gave him some clothes to sleep. He asked me if he could get a shower so i took him to the bathroom and went to my room. 30 minutes passed and he came in with the clothes i gave him.

"You can sleep down there"

"At the floor?"

"Yes?"

He looked too unhappy but he was just here for a night and I didn't know him personally so I didn't say anything. I suddenly got curious and asked him how he got together with Chai. I was talking about his girlfriend but he didn't seem to care. I thought he was just shy and moved on. It was about 3 am when I checked the clock. He was more talkative then I thought and I actually had fun talking to him. but the last thing I remembered was me laughing at his joke and fell asleep. when I woke up he was gone with a note that said

I'm leaving. Thanks for having me here

-editors veiw

Sarawat really wanted to leave his phone number but it was too strange to leave it. before he left the house he looked as Tines face closely. He smiled and went out. When he was about to reach his apartment Chai called. He took the call but she said nothing. Sarawat was a little annoyed so instead of waiting he asked if she wasn't going to say anything. After a few seconds she answered.

"You... aren't you my boyfriend..?"

"I am your boyfriend. So what? Did you call me to ask me that?"

Sarawat spoke to her even harsh because he wanted Chai to hate him and say lets break up.

"I stayed at my friend's house last night. I thought you would be worried about me a little bit."

".."

"I want to ask you something.

Do you love me?"

Sarawat said nothing because he never loved her. He heard Chai crying from the phone he was holding. Sarawat never loved the girl he was dating but she was a like a bestfriend to him. But he went to far this time. Suddenly Chai started to yell.

"I know! I know you never loved me! I knew that even when we kissed. At first I thought it was just your way of loving but no i noticed you never liked me."

Sarawat was listening to Chai and was waiting for the word breakup. But instead she said something he didn't understand.

"I dated you for a year when I knew you didn't love me. Now I don't care. You are mine. I'll never let you go. Someday you will love me."

Sarawat froze. He didn't think this would come out of her mouth. He regretted what he made right now. But it was too late. Chai loved him too much that she couldn't handle it.

"Sorry.. I can't and I will can never love you. When people break up. Only one can let go."

Sarawat hung up the phone and went up to his apartment. He got in bed even without changing his clothes.

"FUCK"

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 02, 2020 ⏰

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