Author's Note: These are flashbacks, hence the Italicization :)
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"hyung, hyung, hyuuuuung! Jaebumie~~~"
Jackson and Jaebum are at the living room playing some Playstation games. Okay, more like Jaebum seriously playing alone while back hugging Jackson on the living room floor. They're taking the chance to spend the time alone with each other while the other boys are out to buy their dinner. Jackson is sulky and trying to distract Jaebum wanting the attention of his hyung but Jaebum was too focused with the game.
Jackson not happy at all that he didn't get the attention he wanted, he shifted from his seat removing Jaebum's hands around him and tried to face Jaebum.
"Baby, Can you stay still? I'm trying to finish this level"
Jackson just ignored him and climbed to Jaebum's lap, hugging him with his legs curled on either side of Jaebum's body and buried his face on the older's neck. He's like a koala clinging and Jaebum didn't mind it at all, the older rested his chin on Jackson's shoulder, equally hugging Jackson tightly and continued playing. After a few minutes, Jackson let out a long sigh which made Jaebum put down the Playstation controller totally uninterested now with the game and forced Jackson to look at him. Jaebum cupped Jackson's face, kissed him in the forehead and asked,
"What's wrong? Is something bothering you, Seun-ah?"
Jackson just pouted while looking at Jaebum's worried face. How did he get so lucky? It was just a hopeless crush way back. God, he loves the man so much. He just keeps on falling more and more each day with him.
"I'm sorry"
"What are you saying sorry for, Jackson?" Jaebum clearly confused at this point, his brows furrowed.
"I'm sorry if we always settle for a setup like this. Sorry if we can't go out like normal boyfriends-girlfriends do. You don't deserve this, Jaebeomie. You deserve so much more"
It has been months since Jaebum made the confession song for him and they decided to give it a chance. They haven't told anyone yet, not even the other 5 boys. They're just taking precautions since this kind of relationship isn't really accepted by the people in Korea, Especially that they haven't debuted yet. As much as they love being with each other, they still wanted to be an Idol.
Jaebum clearly not happy with what Jackson said, he held Jackson's waist and pulled him closer.
"Baby, I don't want those boyfriend-girlfriends do. I only want you and nobody else. I don't want to go on dates if it's not with you. I'm contented having you here in my arms, this is the perfect setup for me. Please don't think so low of yourself, babe. If there's someone to say sorry, it's me. I can't take you out to cute park dates, I can't hold your hands and hug you out in public when that's what all I want to do if we're next to each other. You're the one who's keeping me sane, Jackson. Bear with me and let's make this work? I love you. I'm happy you've given us a chance."
