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ch3: she's hot

-devon's pov

Nikki and I arrived back to the hotel and stumbled up to their shared room, not before picking up more booze on the way. I walked in and looked around at the messy room that had empty bottles, clothes, condoms, etc all just lying around.

"Sorry it's such a mess in here, haven't had cleaning on my mind much"

"No it's cool"

Nikki leaded me to one of the two bedrooms, then shut the door. I placed the 2 bottles of jack on the bed, then took my boots off and tossed them across the room. I sat with my legs crossed and opened one of the bottles. Even though I was already clearly intoxicated, it was never enough for me. I passed the bottle over to nikki, who was sitting across from me. He chugged almost half of the bottle.

"You all sharing a room?" I didn't want someone to just walk in randomly. I felt the need to just have nikki all to myself, no interruptions.

Nikki nodded, placing the bottle on the night stand.

"No ones gonna like-" I paused to make sure my words were straight "-walk in right?"

Nikki laughed at bit. "Those fuckers won't be home for hours" the way he dragged out the s made him irresistible.

I smirked, knowing where he was going with that. I wasn't think clearly- shit neither of us were if I'm honest. I was just some horny, drunk kid that needed more of the man in front of me right that second. Nothing else mattered in that moment. We stared at each other for a few seconds before I decided to break the space between us. It was soft, and passionate. As the kiss became more rough, I climbed in his lap, enjoying the combination of liquor and cigarettes that I was tasting. He started to tug on my shirt, signaling for me to take it off. I then lifted my arms up, allowing him to remove it.

                                       ———-

I woke up remembering bits and pieces from last night. I slowly sat up, rubbing my eyes. I grabbed the old jack bottle to take a sip. I then looked around the room to see mine and nikki's scattered clothes on the floor. More of last night started coming back to me. I just laid back down next to nikki. He had taken me under his arm and I softly smiled. I appreciated his features, taking all of it in. This dude was just perfect in my eyes, nothing could've changed that. I looked down at his arm to admire in his tattoos, when I noticed the track marks. I softly ran my finger across them, wondering. My eyes were strung to them, just the thought of it make me uncomfortable. I decided not to stay in bed thinking about it. I slowly got up and looked for my underwear that was somewhere on the floor. I finally found it and slipped on my shirt as well. I started to hear laughter from the other room, so I left the room, quietly shutting the door behind me. I immediately felt eyes on me. I walked over to the mini fridge to grab a water bottle, something I hadn't had in what felt like weeks, when I heard a male voice call out from across the room.

"hey sleeping beauty"

I turned around to see 3 very familiar faces, smoking and drinking on the sofa. One of which, Tommy, who'd called me, smirking.

I took a gulp of my water then placed it on the counter. I softly just faked smiled at them.

"Your boyfriend still asleep?" Vince asked sarcastically.

"Yeah haha" I fake laughed, making it obvious I wasn't interested in a full conversation.
"You got a cigarette?" I asked in a raspy voice.

Tommy gestured for me to come over there, and I did just that as he placed one in between my lips, lighting it for me. What a gentleman. I smirked as I walked away, into the bathroom to take a shower, something I also felt like I hadn't had in weeks.

Vince watched as I walked away, appreciating the sight of my body. "Damn she's hot, how come sixx hit her before me man"
He shook his head.

I stripped out of my clothes and started the shower. I slowly stepped to feel the cold water hit my skin. I yelped in alarm then turned the nob hotter as I groaned. I wash my face, then my hair. Slowly stepping out of the shower, grabbing my towel and drying off, I hear one of the boys and nikki talking. The sound of his voice made me feel calm. I knew that this was temporary, the attention I was seeming to get, me and Nikki, all of it. I was aware I was just another fuck in his life. But last night was different. I'd had sex before, drunk, sober, whatever. But this time, I'd just never felt so connected to the person. I felt safe with him. I brush away my feeling as I change into the same clothes. I look at myself in the mirror and brush out my hair with my fingers.

I walked out of the bathroom, noticing nikki rubbing his eyes. He looked up and gave me a cheeky smile. I returned the smile and walked over to him.
"Heyy dev" he said slurring on his words.

I nervously giggled. He was clearly out of it, I was shocked he even remembered my name. I was just hoping it wasn't what I thought it was.
"I should really be getting home"

"Whaaat? Nooo come with us" he said while placing his hands on my waist, pulling me in. He was stumbling all over the place, almost falling before I helped him up. "Come with you..?"
"O-On the fuckin tourr"
"You really want me to go?" I raised an eyebrow. "Mhmm" He said nodding, nuzzling my neck.

"I'd still have to get my stuff, silly" I rubbed his cheek. 
"Ssoo get it and come backk" He was definitely high. It broke me, I couldn't just lie to him then leave.  I didn't want to. I sighed, "I'll be back in an hour" he smiled, then attempted to stand on his own without my support. I walked into the bedroom and slipped on my shorts and boots. Nikki stumbled in behind me, leaning against the door. I walked over to him, about to say something, but before I could get it out, Nikki placed his lips on mine. I kiss him back passionately with tongue. I broke the kiss and winked at him as I walked out.

(time skip)

I had called a taxi back to my parents house. they weren't supposed to be home until Monday night, so obviously I had time to get everything I needed to leave that shit show for good. I planned to never see anyone from town again, no matter who it hurt. I had been unhappy there for awhile, so the thought of finally being able to just leave everything behind made me happy.

I walked in the house and looked around at the empty kitchen. Everything in there was so quiet. I stormed up to my room and began throwing random shit in a bag. I finished and changed into a tight black long sleeved v neck and tucked it in with a pair of mom jeans, finishing it off with a black belt and black heels. I blow-dried my still sort-of-wet hair and pulled it up in a messy bun, then redoing my makeup. Throwing the bag over my shoulder, I walked downstairs and think about writing a note. It would be the better thing to do when you're literally leaving everything you know behind, but fuck it. I stormed out, not before flipping off all of the bad memories from that place.

-nikki's pov

I'd shot up that day. My addiction had gotten worse throughout this month, and I was shooting up almost everyday. No matter how bad it would or could get, I didn't care, It was my way of escaping all of the fucked up shit that'd happened in my life. Enough about it. I don't know if I should admit this or not, but devon is really getting the most out of me man. She wasn't like all of the other girls that just wanted to bang and bolt, she was different. She made me feel all of the warmth id never felt before. I didn't wanna let this one go. Even though I was bound to fuck it up, I still needed her with me for as long as I could have her.

<3 hello !! sorry if this chapter is shitty lmao this one wasn't my best but chapter 4 will be better , have a great day/night and remember to leave suggestions if you have any <3