Alexandra was the love of my life and ever since she's been gone there's been this hole. The media went crazy over the news and it's been harder to get privacy because everyone wants to know how I'm coping with being a single dad. For the first few weeks Rosie wouldn't stop crying and I tried everything it was like she could tell something was wrong. 17 years later and I think she can still tell I'm not back to 100% and I don't think I ever will. Alex and I loved each other but because of my stupid mistakes we weren't in a good place and when she passed I was heart broken. Rosie has helped fill the hole over the years but it will always be their. I still get sad knowing Alex missed all Rosie's firsts.
Like the her first step, her first word, her first friend, her first concert, her first day of school, and she's going to miss a lot more and I wish so much that she could be there for all of it but I know she can't so I just keep on smiling.
What I think I'm trying to say is Rosie is the new love of my life and I'm going to be so proud of her no matter what.
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FanfictionIt's been 17 years since Alexandra passed and Shawn is still trying to figure out how to be a father. When Rosie and Shawn go to LA for the summer Rosie tries to find herself and Shawn tries to become a better father then he has been Started: 1st Ap...
