Set Me Free

Chapter 3

It was about 8:00 at night when we arrived home. This whole Saturday has felt like spending the day in hell. It was so hot outside that you would think the sun was still out but obviously it wasn't. We got out the car and walked slowly to the house. It was so quiet, you could hear a pen drop. I unlocked the door with the house key and went to the kitchen. Mom and dad were seated at the round dinner table with plates set and food in the middle of the table. They were waiting for us to come home. When they are all seated at the table like this, this means that they want to have a family dinner and family dinner means "family talk time". I really wasn't in the mood to talk, especially not to talk to them. Amber and I creeped slowly to the table they were seated at, you could tell by the way we were walking that we were feeling a bit awkward.
There were only five seats seated around the table. Mom and dad sat next to each other and Amber and me sat across from them but skipped the seat next to dad.
"So how was your day girls?" Mom asked in a calm voice.
"It was okay I guess." Amber replied, then looked at me with a smirk on her face.
"Where were you two, me and mom were worried sick."
"Sure ya'll were." I said while pushing my plate away, leaning back in the chair with my arms crossed.
"Ari you're so full of it."
"I'm full of it? Don't go there with me. I've had enough of you for today."
Mom hit the table and yelled at us to to shut up and eat. This doesn't even feel like family anymore, it feels more like people who used to be friends, but became enemies and had to reunite or something.
"We got a phone call today saying that you two went up to the police station. What for?" Dad looked at us with a frown on his face. I'm pretty sure he knows what we went the for.
"Well Ari wanted to tell the police that you've been trying to have sex.."
"Amber shut the fuck up!"
"Hey! You watch your tone. So you were saying that I've been trying to have sex with ya'll but you told the police that it wasn't true. Because it's not."
"Yes I told him it wasn't true and Ari was making up lies about you dad."
"Wow! I cant believe this, really. Mom you're going to sit here and believe this?"
"Ari that was not polite of you to lie on your own father and get your sister involved. Go to your room, take dinner with you if you're not done."
I got up and threw my plate to the floor and yelled in anger. I was so mad and upset that they would turn on me like that. I'm not lying, this is the full truth. I stomped off to my room and slammed the door shut and flopped on my bed. A moment later, someone twisted my doorknob and came in. It was dad. He came in and locked the door and walked towards me. My heart was beating fast and hard. It seemed as if my heart was going to jump out of me and fall onto the floor. He pushed me to the wall and covered up my mouth with his big, strong hands. I couldn't even move nor talk. I tried to kick him but he was laying on top of me so I couldn't. My hands were behind my back so I couldn't move them either. This was the worst feeling ever. I was screaming and shaking but no one could hear me. Where was mom and Amber? They aren't wondering where he is.
"You need to keep your mouth closed from now on, you asked for this. I didn't give it to you." He whispered this to me in my ear. "Now when I move my hand from your mouth, don't open it or you will never be seeing daylight again. You'd be 6-foot deep and I wouldn't even give a damn."
He moved his hand from my mouth and I said nothing. Nothing at all, I would rather live through this bad time of hurt and pain than to not be living at all. Dad forced my legs open and took of his pants and boxers. He told me to slide my pants off and I refused to. He gave me that angry look and slapped me so hard that it echoed in the room. I ended up sliding my pants and panties off. He pulled out his dick and began putting it inside of me.
He's not wearing a condom. This is bad. This is unprotected sex. I need to make him stop. Is what was all going on in my head. I could finally get my hands from behind me and I tried pushing him but I wasn't strong enough to get his strong, heavy body off of me. He kept thrusting and thrusting inside of me. It hurts so bad, he won't even stop. I'm trying so hard not to scream or moan but it's hard to hold it all in.
After about 30 minutes, he stopped. He looked at me and smiled then put on his clothes.
"Remember what I told you." He said while walking to the door, opening the door slowly and peeping through it. He looked down the hall and then walked out and quietly shut the door. I was frozen, speechless and scared. I put on my clothes and called Shawn. I told Shawn what had happened and he was very upset. He wanted to come over and hurt my dad but I told him not to. After that, I couldn't bare to look my dad in his eyes, I don't see how Amber even likes this.
I looked over at the clock and it was almost 10:00. I was exhausted and had a lot on my mind. I got up to go to the bathroom but on my way to the bathroom, I stopped by my parents room and put my ear close to the door and listened to them talk. The way our house is set up, you have to pass by my parents room in order to get to the bathroom. I heard my name and Amber's name being mentioned. I couldn't make out the exact words being said so I put my ear all the way on the door and then I could hear everything.
"This is going too far, it's time to stop doing that to them."
"But I've already did it now. It's too late."
"Then they know. Ughh Goddammit Alex, when I found out you did this I was ashamed of you. These are our kids and I'm trying to protect you. You could have been locked up if it wasn't for me or Amber."
"You're right but I cant fucking stop, it's like you're not giving me any I have to get some the easy way."
"You oughta be a damn shamed of yourself. You're sick."
I heard her walking towards the door so I ran quickly to the bathroom and shut the bathroom door. I sat down on the floor and leaned my back to the door. A tear rolled down my cheek then it was two tears, then three, then it wouldn't stop. The top of my shirt was soaked from tears. I'm more upset that my mom knows about dad but she's not saying anything. I sat in the bathroom and wondered if mom had told Amber to lie to the police. I know my sister better than that and she wouldn't lie nor change her mind unless she was pressured into doing it.
This is too much for one day. I stood up and got in the shower. Half the time, I was in the shower thinking about everything that went on today and I was thinking about what I was going to say to Amber. I hopped out the shower and dried off. I walked to my room holding the towel tightly around me so that it wouldn't fall and dad would see me. I went to my room and locked the door. My sheets are a bright purple color with different colored flowers on it, but ever since the incident that happened in my bed, I didn't see my sheets as bright. I saw it as dull, ugly colors. I didn't even want to look at that bed. I was exhausted. I needed sleep. Feeling like I was going to pass out, I went to my drawer and threw on a over-sized t-shirt and a pair of panties and laid down to rest. Finally, I can get this day over with.