Obey me! Shall we date?

SatanXreader

A/N hi so ugh this is a content warning damn I feel awkward lmao I hope you enjoy
~contains self harm, bullying and some fighting if you are sensitive to that please don't read this part

I can't take this anymore, I thought coming to Devildom could be a fresh start away from the human world. Only to face the same issues..everyday 4 of the most popular Demons at RAD feel the need to make my day a living nightmare. I haven't told anyone, I don't want them to think of me as weak and vulnerable.. I was taken out of my thoughts by a knock at my door ugh who is it? I said faintly, to my surprise it was Satan, hey y/n we're planning on going out to dinner it's Lucifers treat! I couldn't think of food without wanting to break down..what if they see me? What if th-I was brought out of my thoughts by the door opening y/n? His voice was echoed in my room abit even though it sounded soft..honestly it was adorable oh yeah I'm perfectly fine..I think I might just stay home I didn't want to ruin everyone's mood with my gloomyness come on y/n it'll be fun...for me? He flashed a sweet smile...ahhh how could I say no? Fine I'll come. I'll be out in a minute with that he left..I threw my blanket off and walked over to my closet I picked out some cute f/c Jeanshorts with a cute long sleeve shirt, I tied my shoes and grabbed my D.D.D and met up with the boys dayummm you look soooo good Asmodeus cooed as he wrapped his arm around your shoulder. Thanks Asmo I let out a small giggle but out of the corner of my eye I saw Satan giving him a death glare..I ignored it though and with that we all took off to Hell's Kitchen

~time skipdoodle~
Everyone was chatting and enjoying they're meals while I kept getting messages on my d.d.d that kept my mind far away from fun and food
-Ew look at the little piggy eating away
-Oh my gosh she never stops dose she xD
-do everyone a favour and just end it
-they all feel sorry for you xD
-stay away from Satan if you know what's good for you fatty
My eyes started to irritated and my chest started to get heavy, I felt eyes on me y/n you don't look so good Satan along with all the other brothers are staring at me. His voice was echoed in my head . Oh yes I'm fine, im not that hungry and I have piles of homework..I think I'm going to head home early I quickly got up and rushed out of the restaurant trying to fight back tears. Just when I thought I was in the clear, I was so very wrong. Oink oink little piggy Vanessa's (random name I'm sorry if your name is Vanessa your probably amazing)
Voice echoed. I felt a sharp pain in my side as I fell to the ground. I told you to stay away from Satan and I get what I want jayna said..she was the prettiest most popular girl in RAD and had a huge crush on Satan and everyone thinks he has the same feelings.. I felt a strong pressure on my chest as I lost my breath for a second come on little slut cry for us Ryan said he was like RADs little rat, he knew everything about everyone. All of a sudden I felt warm liquid coming from my nose as a strong pain radiated from it. Just kill your self already you stupid bi**h Calexs voice was pretty much silent but I could still tell it was him by the tone..then I felt my eye shut as more pain radiated from it..then they all disappeared..I slowly got up feeling dizzy and sore. I heard mammon yelling as the door to Hell's Kitchen opened I knew that if I stood here everything would turn to a shit show.i got ahold of all my strength and bolted home.
~time skipdoodle~
I finally got in the safety of my room when I heard the boys come in talking loudly and laughing. I couldn't handle this...I've done this too long...maybe I should just give everyone what they want... my thoughts kept getting worse and worse..I walked into my bathroom not bothering to lock the door. I start running the water in the bath..I looked at myself in the mirror. I couldn't control my cries. I had blood all over me from my nose and lip, I took a bottle of pills I had and took them all, I want this nightmare to end I mumbled to myself as I picked up a blade cutting deep into my skin..cut after cut..once the bath was full I had taken off everything but my f/c tank top and some matching shorts I laid in the tub and put my head under the water..

Satan's pov~
Y/n had left in such a rush but I thought everything was fine. I walked into the house with my brothers. They were all laughing and messing around..but my mind couldn't stop thinking about y/n. I had walked up to her door and knocked..I heard cries, instantly I was full of concern. I opened the door...she wasn't there..I heard the bath running and something fall, i noticed now much y/n has changed and how sadder and distant she was. My heart started racing as I knocked..no answer..I opened the door and my heart stopped...I saw her..in the bath full of red water..she was pale. I picked her up bridal style from the tub and set her on her bed. I yelled for Lucifer, my heart was racing as I started to tear up. Lucifer had ran in, fallowing after him are the other brothers. Everyone was silent when I heard her d.d.d go off, mammon had picked it up and read the message have you ended it yet mrs piggy or should we finish the job...it was sent from jayna my blood was boiling..she was obsessed with me. But I had my eye on the most beautiful girl I had ever seen..y/n... Lucifer had picked her up we need to go to lord diavolo's castle now..

Y/ns pov and a bit of a time skip

I opened my eyes feeling pain everywhere. I felt dizzy and like I was going to be sick. I looked around to see a worried Satan, he hadn't noticed I was awake.. w-where am I my voice was faint and weak Satan's head shot up looking at me. Within a second he hugged me tightly.. it hurt..a lot but I hugged him back weakly were at diavolos castle I found you just in time..we almost lost you..I don't know what I would have done if I lost you y/n I love you and it broke my heart to see you like that he had tears streaming down his cheek. Woah Satan said he loves me..Satan loves me? Without another thought I kissed his soft lips, in the moment he was shocked but kissed back, leading to a pretty steamy kiss however he pulled away and whispered will you be mine? My heart melted, and I nodded of course I will his eyes sparkled Lucifer has taken care of those scum who sent you those messages, now promise me you'll come to me when you're feeling upset, stressed or anything...please he smiled softly as he held my hand I promise...

A/N
Wooooow okay I'm so sorry for not updating, this has honestly taken so much out of me. This has taken me Atlest a week or two. I hope you like it.