distraction

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i woke up early the next morning, i wasn't going to school because i told mom and dad  all about my interscope shit and she let me stay home to continue writing.
i pulled out my notebook, grabbed my guitar and logged onto my laptop so i could get started.
i turned my led lights onto purple then sat down.
i opened my notebook and read the last line i wrote 'so the question is/do you love me/or are you just lonely?' i picked up where i left off and continued to write.
i heard footsteps coming up the stairs.
my door flung open and mom was standing there.
"hey honey, here's a fruit platter and water, im heading to work now," she came over and gave me the fruit and water.
"mom before you go, can Billie stay the night?" i asked and she raised an eyebrow.
"you two have been spending an insane amount of time together, do you like herrr," she said tauntingly,
"mom no i don't like her, were just friends," i said painfully, just friends...
"okay then, yes she can stay, ive gotta go now, i love you, make sure you do the dishes and laundry," she said kissing my head.
"bye mom love you too," i said going back to my writing.
a new song idea.
i started jotting down lyrics when some popped into my head.
there's no way that i'll end up being with you/but friends don't look at friends that way.

(lyric credit: that way by tate mcrae)

i picked up my guitar and tried to strum along to the lyrics.
my phone began to ring, it was Billie.
i picked it up and answered.
"hey bottom," i said and i heard her breathy laugh on the other side.
"hey bottom, come open the door," she said and i cocked an eyebrow.
"huh?" i said and she laughed again.
"come, open, the, door." she said in a sort of whisper.
"okay bitch tits im coming," i said and hung up.
i went to the front door, opening it to reveal Billie, her hair was messily tied back with two front pieces out the front, messy looked good on her.
"why are you not at school?" i asked and she sighed.
"it's boring without you there," she said and walked in.
"so you think you can just ditch school because i'm not there?" i questioned her
"of course baby," she said and winked at me.
i felt myself go kinda red.
she started walking upstairs so i followed her to my room. she flopped onto my unmade bed and got comfy.
"your room is such a vibe damn," she said and i laughed.
"the only thing that makes this a vibe is the fact i have a shoe rack filled with nike shoes and vans." i said and sat back in my chair, quickly packing away my notebook and other things.
after i packed everything away i got in next to Billie.
she wrapped an arm around my lower waist and pulled me closer.
"this is so much better than being at school," she said and i smiled.
"of course it is, you're with me," i said and flicked my hair sarcastically.
"i swear that's the girliest shit i've ever seen you do," she said and i laughed.
"honestly same," i said and she laughed.
after a while of just laying there Billie looked up at me, her eyes went from a bright blue to a deep blue in seconds.
we kinda stared into each others eyes for a minute then she kissed me.
i pulled her on top of me so she was straddling me and i held her at her sides.
her hands were on the bed, beside both sides of my head.
she pulled away before it got too heated and started kissing my neck.
she sucked at the same spot for a while then moved all around my neck.
"Billie stopp," i said and i felt her smile against my skin.
her cold hand went up my shirt and rested on my stomach.
she gave me a few hickeys then pulled away, coming to my ear.
"never underestimate a switch," she whispered seductively.
i looked at her then choked her, she moaned so i brought her closer to me so i could kiss her again.
i pulled away.
"and never forget who the real top is," i whispered too her and she fell beside me, defeated.
"damn." she said after a while.
i stood up and laughed, going to my mirror to examine my neck.
hickeys were everywhere, there was no way i was gonna be able to hide this.
i pulled on a black beanie and then turned to Billie.
"you want some food?" i asked her
"yes please," she replied with puppy eyes.
"come on then," i said and she hopped off the bed.
we went downstairs and i pulled out some beans and tortillas.
"shut up you didn't," she said and laughed.
"yeah i did," i said and we laughed.
i made her some burritos and gave them to her.
"fuck these are good," she moaned and i wheezed.
"damn if that's all i gotta do you turn you on i'll make burritos more often," i said and winked at her.
the blushed lightly and went back to eating.
"so what are we doing today then?" she asked me and smiled.
"i have to work on a song, just finishing the lyrics then i'm free for the day," i said and she grinned.
"okay then, go finish your shit then so we can do some stuff," Billie said still grinning.
"what stuff do you have in mind Bil?" i asked and eyed her seductively
"guess you'll have to go finish what you have to do." she said and i sighed.
"okayyy i'll go," i said walking down the hallway and upstairs to my room.
i opened my door up and switched the lights to red.
i sat down and started writing more lyrics down.
why did you leave me here? and how do you breathe? without me.
i re wrote those words many times til i got it perfect.
i strummed with the words, over and over til it was perfect.
about 45 minutes later, i went back downstairs to Billie, i was finished with my work.
"took you long enough damn," she said and i laughed.
"you sounded beautiful by the way," she said playing with the few chains around her neck.
"thank you angel," i said and kissed her cheek.
i sat down next to her and faced her.
"so what now?" i said to her.
her eyes wandered as she started thinking.
"let's go to the park," she said and pouted.
"okay let's go," i said and we walked out to the car, there wouldn't be anyone there because everyone's at school.
we got in the car and Billie handed me the aux cord.
"play some shit," she said and i laughed
the first song i played was the take.
it started playing and Billie side eyed me.
"really." she said and i laughed.
"yes bitch, really," i said and laughed more.
i put my hand on her thigh and she started to tense up.
"ease up baby," i whispered in her ear.
she gripped the steering wheel harder and shook her head slightly.
i kept on moving my hand up and up and she tensed again.
"you know what," she started
"the park can wait." she said and pulled a u turn.
we pulled back into my driveway and i pulled her inside by her hand.
i unlocked the door and pulled her in, closing the door and pushing her against it.
i kissed her lips and she tried to dominate me, i wouldn't let her.
i moved my way down to her neck and started to leave hickeys there. i put my hands on the back of her thighs.
"up," i said between breaths and she wrapped her legs around me.
i walked and kissed her, she was giving me more hickeys.
i kicked open my door then flicked it closed again with my foot.
i put her down on the bed and i was on top of her.
i pulled one of her chains and then our lips connected, my hand was resting on her stomach.
"wait," i said and played some music and locked my door, just in case someone came home.
i played my hot playlist then jumped back onto the bed.
i sat with my back against the wall and pulled Billie back onto me.
i had my hands on her ass and i cupped her face.
i heard the door downstairs open, i didn't even care.
i moved my hands to Billies stomach and put my hands up her shirt, i grabbed one of her boobs and massages it a little.
she moaned into my mouth and i smiled.
that's when a knock sounded at my door.
"Skye, open up," i know that voice.
"it's Hailey," i said to Billie and she got off me.
i laughed slightly and opened the door.
"hi stranger," i said and her eyes went wide when she saw my neck.
"who the fuck did tha-" she started and quickly finished once she saw Billie sitting on my bed.
"oh hi Billie," she said and started laughing.
"i thought you might be here, i brought you both food," she said and handed a taco bell bag to me.
"no fucking way, i love you," Billie said to her and we laughed.
"you got burritos oh my god," Billie said like a baby.
"well i'll leave you two to it then," she said and shot me a wink.
"wait before you go," i started and tried not to laugh.
"what are you wearing," i asked as i looked at her pink skirt, it was fluff around the bottom of it.
"it's something fashionable and not gothic, you wouldnt know," she said and i cocked an eyebrow
"is that so?" i said and went to my closet.
"look at this bad boy," i said and pulled out a baby blue crop top.
"i could never see you wearing that," Billie said
"why do you own that," Hailey said and we all laughed.
"wait hold on," i said walking to my closet and pulling the curtains over.
i put it on then walked back out.
"ooooo damnnnn girl," Hailey said
"i look hot, i know," i said sarcastically
Billie started at my body and i laughed.
"okay i'm going, you'll never guess where," she said
"where?" Billie and i asked at the same time.
"Josh invited me over," she said excitedly.
"oh my god no way," i said and she nodded.
"fuck yeah, he gave me his number today," she said and i laughed.
"okay get going then," i said and laughed.
"bye Bil," she said and waved.
"cyaaa," Billie said and finished her burrito.
she left and i closed my door back up.
"you actually look so good in that," Billie said.
"i forgot i was still wearing it," i said and looked in the mirror.
"also, you're toned as fuck, like, you got abs n shit?" Billie said and i laughed.
"i thought you would've already figured that out," i said winked at her.
i put my hoodie and shirt back on then went to eat the taco bell Hailey got us.
"damn what a life saver," i said and ate my food.

-a few hours later-
Billie and i just got done watching the office and went downstairs.
everyone was home now and Billie and i tried make up to cover the hickeys up, let's just say, it didn't work.
Brock looked at me when no one was looking at pointed to his neck then silent gagged.
"fuck you," i mouthed to him and he laughed.
i got Billie and i a drink the went upstairs.
"dinner will be ready soon," my mom said to me as we were walking back up.
"yeah sure thing," i said and we went back to my room.

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