He was checking his bedroom for any cameras or paparazzi inside hiding. Maybe its a bad idea for what I want to do. Maybe he really doesn't know. Maybe he doesn't really want to do it either. Maybe I should run away. Far away. Man I can't handle my brain right know as it gave me a few imaginations of how to do. But all ending with him saying ow.

What if I do this he thinks am some slut? What if I do it he then leaves me? Thinks am some trashy girl? He'll even start to question if I am really a virgin.

He'll use me until I am no longer needed. I can't be thinking like this. What if he really loves me? What if he wants to wait more until we marry? Or wait until I am ready? What if he is getting ready for me? I have to read more. I have to watch more. I need advice. I need to learn so much in such little time. I can't take any chances.

"I don't trust this..." he spoke

My mind spined uncontrollably and I say loudly "Bathroom!"

I stand up and head to the bathroom but he holds my hand "Are you ok?"

"Y-Yeah... Just..." I looked down biting my lip and finish saying "Just nervous..."

"It's ok... Nothing bad will happen" He comments

It's true. I held his hand tighter and dragged him into the bathroom with me. It had no windows. Weird. Bathrooms have at least one window for ventilation. There was a type of ventilation yes. But no window to crack open or to let the light get in. I felt amazed by his bathroom. I shut the door and I flick the switch. The bathroom is marble and it looks beautiful. Kyle looks terrified and I fidgeted a bit as I have no experience.

Lovely us getting married and I do not know how to please him in every way. I can make food he loves. I can make sweats he adores. I can give him a good massage. I can make him laugh. I can cheer him up. But I have never pleased anybody sexually before. So I want to at least try something basic. Something I have heard a lot from Jasmine. She has scolded me so many times but thanks to her I can remember some what she tried teaching me.

I lock the bathroom door and he looks at me a bit panicked. I scratched my arm and I looked down scared. What is this weird feeling? This tingly feeling between my legs. I walked towards Kyle and I had him against the wall.

His face bright as a tomato and I touched his chest. My heart was beating fast as I then got on my knees. I know he had taken a shower because his skin smells like soap. That green nasty but strong smelling body wash. I gulped as I unbuckled his belt and then the button on his jeans. I think he tried to speak but he was frozen in place. I know I can do this. Its easy. Is all I can do. Right?

I can do this. Its easy. Maintain teeth away. Keep it warm and wet. Right. The moment I lowered the zipper I saw his navy blue boxers and so I lowered it all. His pants falling to the floor and that's when I saw it.

Weird its all average but its all bentbdownwards. Is this what Jasmine kept saying is always so huge and thick. Maybe he is not excited. Do I not excite him? I got close to it and licked it. Weird taste but I have to learn. I heard him say my name but I ignored him. I saw it start to rise and get hard. I held it with my hand and I felt how it pulsed to get like this. I remember that its his blood pumping through.

Cool I have never seen it before. Veins had started to pop up a bit and its very big. My hand is making a huge difference. Once hand can barely hold one part.

Both hands still don't cover it. I gulped afraid as I felt like it won't fit in my mouth. Nor it will fit my area. I took a deep breath and I placed it in my mouth. Ok slow. No teeth. Please work. I am basically already bummed out because I do no excite him physically. I started to go slow as I used my hand to hold it in place.

"R-Roxanne..." he hums my name

Is this some kind of excitement for him? I started to move faster and it only tensed him a lot. His hands bawling into fists. I looked up to his face as I kept my fast movement it started to hurt on my jaw and neck but I want to keep trying. He looks down and he is blushing.

Is this his first time too? I know he said he would wait for me but I though he had already gotten laid before. Of all men I have dated none were virgin. So does that mean?

"Love... Please... S-Stop..." he moans out

I kept going as I felt my lip curve up a bit. My left eye twitched for some odd reason and his twin twitched as well. What? My neck hurts so much but I tried to get it all in my mouth but it only made me gag a bit. 'Not doing that again...' I took deep breaths as I started moving again a bit faster though. There was a weird taste and I felt confused. But that's when I felt it. It was warm and it tasted so weird. I had accidentally swallowed it being that it was a lot.

I moved slowly as it kept pulsing a bit and when I felt that it stopped I removed my mouth. Swallowing the little left behind. Taste weird. But doesn't feel weird in my tummy. Awesome. I sat on my legs as I looked up at Kyle. He was breathing heavily and he had those lustful eyes. I looked to its twin and it was still very hard.

Wouldn't it return to its small size after that? Please tell me Jasmine lied to me about that part? Or is it depending on each man? Maybe not all men do it one time.

"I... Oh god... My head is spinning" he comments as he slides down one leg up while the other cross and laying on the floor

"Did you like it?" I asked curiously

I rub the back of my neck and the choice of words made my face heat up "You kidding me... I love it I wasn't expecting any of this until we got married I tried so hard just for you"

"I know... But I have no experience... And from what I saw I did not excite you at first" I tell him sadly as I looked down

"You excite me in all levels it was that you caught me by surprise" he tells me with a smile

I looked at him and smiled widely. So I do excite him a lot. He just admitted he is a pervert but he is my pervert. I hugged him tightly and just felt happy.

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