Miss Jade Davis

chapter six

When I got home I just went straight to my room and put on some music because I was so angry with Jade. She made me fall for her and she than just said she has a boyfriend. I don't know what I was expecting because she is my teacher and she doesn't have to be with me or even like me because she can get in trouble because of it. I think the best I can do is just forget that I slept with my teacher and just find myself a girl that is free and with whom I can sleep and not get in trouble because of it. 

I finally fell asleep and dreamed about Jade and how she was awesome that night we slept together and that she said that she wanted to be with me forever. 

I woke up on the sound of my annoying alarm and just got off the bed and took a shower and picked the outfit for today. I chose to were a black t-shirt and black skinny jeans and a pair of black shoes. 

I went to the chicken and ate my breakfast and than walked to school as I don't leave too far from school. When I was half way a car stopped next to me and I know who it was already. I kept on going and not looking her way because I couldn't stand seeing her, not after the way she hurt my feelings and maybe her boyfriend's too.

"Come on Erin, please let me talk to you at least. Let me explain to you what happened." she said form the car. I stopped walking and looked at her. She made those puppy eyes and I decided that I could at least let her explain her actions and tell me what she wants and why she did what she did.

"Alright, just stop looking at me like that" I said and got into her car.  She drove to school on a long route so she would have the time to explain me what happened.

"Ok just tell me because I don't have time for small talk with you." I told her like I didn't care but actually I do.

"Ok ok, so it is just that I like you a lot but I think you do know that we can't be a thing because I am your teacher" 

"Yes I am aware of that particular thing" I say 

"Than why are you so mad at me?"

"Because you got me into your bed not once but twice and you didn't seem to think about the fact that I am your fucking student" I say angrily

"I know Erin and I am so sorry for that" 

"Yeah sure and that is what you told your boyfriend too or you just left out that part? or you just left out the whole thing" I asked 

" Yeah, about that... um.. he wasn't like my boyfriend at the time that we slept together, we were going through a kind of break." she said not looking back at me

"And you thought that it was the most wisest thing to do? Sleep with your student to get over it?" I say

"No Erin, I just.. didn't think. Like I said I like you and I found an opportunity and I just took it"

"Oh.. yeah I see "

"Erin..please"

"No, no Jade, I don't like to be used like that. And may I ask why did you kinda brake up with your boyfriend?" I look at her studying her and trying to see if she will tell me.

"Because I catched him cheating in me with my ex-best friend" she looked down and looked  like she was about to cry.

"Oh and you just decided to cheat on him too, only with a girl who is your student ?"

"Erin..." she tried to say something but just then we got in the school parking lot and I just got off and run before she could finish. 

After that discussion in her car I couldn't focus in any class today. Finally it was time for Jade's class. Apparently I got there first and she looked at me with a guilty look on her face. I went directly and took my seat in the back of the class and she just kept starring at me. I avoided eye contact with her. finally the bell rung and students started entering the class and she just looked away. After all the students entered the class and took their seats she started talking.

"Ok class, today I am not feeling well and I want you to do an essay about whatever you want" she said and just took her seat behind her desk and just had a lost stare. I swear that I hate seeing her like this. She looks so lost and empty. I hope is not because of me. 

Finally the bell rung and I stayed behind hopping to talk to her and apologise to her for this morning. 

"Hey" I say looking at her

"Hey" she looks at me with a lost look

"Can we talk" I ask

"Sure" she looks at me and waits for me to talk

"Well I wanted to apologise for this morning"

"Ok"

"And also I wanted to ask you if you are ok. I saw that you are kinda off" I say to her 

"Yeah, I am.. I will be"

"Can you forgive me for the way I acted this morning and this weekend also?"

"Yeah, only if you kiss me right now" she said 

"I..I don't know.. like we're in school" I say 

"And? It only makes it more interesting" she says

I look at her and I can't move I am becoming more and more wet in my panties. She came closer to me and I took a step back. She reached to the door and looked it and than came closer and closer to me. She put her hands on my hips and pushed me against her desk. She put me on the desk and I split my legs to let her come closer to me. She kissed my lips and liked my bottom lip for entrance and I gave it to her. She worked her way down to my neck and kissed my collar bone. I am so wet but I just can't let her do that to me because it is wrong and also we are in school. 

I stopped her and she looked i my eyes with lost and smiled at me.