bowers gang▪preferences

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Victor Criss
I smiled, the numbing haze of alcohol filled my senses. Victors arm was slung lazily across my shoulders. I was happy, Belch and Henry sat across from us, drunken amusement filled there faces whilst Patrick messed around, dancing almost a little to close to the camp fire that was lit.
No one knew this side to the boys, where they didn't have to think. They could just be. They didn't have to be scary, nasty or anything other people used to describe them.

I noticed my bottle was nearly empty, i stood up to grab another from the cooler next to me and vic. Stumbling slightly Victors hands wrapped around my waist pulling me gently on to his lap.

"You look beautiful y/n"
Victor whispered in to the crook of my neck.
I smiled turning my neck to get a clearer view of his face.
You see me and vic weren't 'officially' together, we acted as if we were. i would love to be able to call him my boyfriend, i had been in love with him since i first met him when i was 8.
But neither of us had the guts to ask each other.
"Thank you, handsome." I smiled, leaning down meet his lips half way.
That all familiar feeling spread across my body, a pleasant tingling.
I smiled into the kiss, victors hand wrapped themselves around my waist, goosebumps arose where ever he touched.
"I think the absolute world of you, ya'no." vic tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, looking directly into my eyes.
" i know vic, i think the world of you too." He smiled softly at me, making me fall a little bit deeper into the never ending amount of love i had for this boy.
i pulled slightly away to take a swig of my fresh bottle of beer. Offering vic a mouth full he accepted, placing my bottle between his lips. Why was everything this boy did incredibly hot to me?
"y/n, since i've got a bit of Dutch courage in my veins and i wouldn't have to balls to say it other wise i need to ask you something, if that's okay?" He once again caught my eyes with his, "sure, of course you can" i shuffled around on his lap moving closer to him, his hand moving to rest on the inner of my thigh.
He took a deep breath in, closing his eyes almost reassuring himself before he spoke again.
"look y/n, i can't handle this whole acting as a couple thing. when in reality all you see it as is a friends with benefits scenario." My heart sunk to the pit of my stomach, i didn't think of it as that at all, i desperately wanted me and him to be more. I let my arms drop from round his shoulders slightly.
He continued "so i'm gonna ask you something, i understand if you don't and you just wanted what ever is happening between us now. I love you y/n and i have done for as long as i can remember. will you be mine?"
My mouth feel slightly ajar, his face trying to sus out whether i was happy or not, he waited in anticipation of my answer. My mouth soon broke out into a wide grin.
"Yes vic! Yes i would love that!"
I sling my arms round his shoulder pulling him in to another kiss,
"My girl"
Vic whispered against my lips.
"I had always been your girl vic, you always had me right from the start"