You Know You Love Me

Chapter 1

One year ago...

"I thought you love me?"

A sarcastic laughed comes through my ears as I said it hopefully, no. Almost whispered. I was crying.

"What?! Do you really think I loved you for all these entire time?!" his eyes fulled of hateness and grossness glared at me, but I just watched him with disbelief.

"What I've done to you until you want this ends just like that? Tell me! What is it, Reill? Sugar-Booger? " I tried to calm him with that soft nickname I gave.

"I swear to god don't ever called me that gross or whatever things to me EVER EVER AGAIN! Now get out!" his finger points to the main door that will lead me out of our sweet-passionate-and-rememberable moments I had with him.

"So, is that all it?" I asked for the last sake of time.

"Yeah! Now get your ass out!" he yelled making me shocked lifting my shoulders instantly.

"Wait!"

"What again now?" he muttered.

"I just wanna say I'm sorry" I meet my tears eyes with his. Even though I can't figure what I did to him.

"Yeah, alright alright. Now. Get. Out" he said through clenched teeth.

I walked against him to the front door, trying to get myself a smile. Because smile is better than everything. Right? That's what dad's used to tell me.

You're strong, Hun. Don't let tears win. Smile...

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Now...

"This will be the best trip I ever go in my life!" he yelled excitedly without even care if he's in public. That's Lucas, my very best pal.

"Don't you worried getting yourself in jail just because of your not-care-sorry-guys yell?" I closed my both ears with my palm, walking to the blank seats to rest our feets that had been working for 2 hours long. That's called workout, dude.

"I don't care!" he did it again but this time with his both hand opened like wanting a hug or something, also pissed of Becca, my girl best friend.

"Can you shut your mouth off!" she yelled, pinching Lucas' leftovers fat on his belly that make him suffers. Like a lot.

"Ouch ouch ouch! It hurts! Stop it!" he wrinkles his left eyes begging to her to stop.

"That's the point" finally she let go of her crab finger and leaved Lucas suffering.

"Stop it guys. We've still got more than 30 minutes to get us out here. So, behave. Try to buy snacks or something-"

"I'll go!" Lucas cut me off before I get to finish the sentence, already got into the mini stalls not far away from our seats.

"Childish" I heard Becca muttered beside me, scrolls whatever she have to scroll in her phone. And I bring up my phone too.

Today is a trip for my math class to go visit the entire building of The Gherkin, a commercial skyscraper that was built on expressing the architects expression. This is a right building to choose for a trip for a class of math, and it could be fun. Hopefully it's not full of work desks but full of metal machines that goes here and everywhere in the room. How cool can it be? Watching machines working together just to make one useful product. A lot of process.

As you can see, I love machines.

"Done!"

A very familiar voice came behind my ears instantly stopped me from daydreaming.