𝗪𝗵𝘆 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗲 𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 & 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲𝘀

i still do; zdh

"look yn, we were great together!"

"zach we really weren't. we fought the whole time and we were toxic for each other!"

i huffed and sat at the kitchen island, sipping my water.

"yes we argued, but we made up for it by having great make up sex! and there was no better view than watching you strip down after we argue."

i slightly smiled while he smirked and slowly walked over to me.

"and that smile on your face 'cause nobody knows you."

he leaned into my ear and whispered.

"like i do."

he bit my earlobe and i playfully rolled my eyes.

"and i can't help it yn, but every time i close my eyes i still picture it."

"picture what?"

"you, in all your glory. god you looked so amazing whenever we had sex. you'd always be begging for more and whenever you moaned, oh god your moans. music to my ears."

he did a chefs kiss with his fingers and i couldn't help but let out a slight laugh.

"why are you here zach? you're the one that broke up with me."

i folded my arms and he sighed.

"i swore to myself that this was the right thing for us, because yes we were toxic for each other, but not being with you yn, it's breaking my heart. and i know it's been a couple of months but i was afraid to say it then, but i still do."

i frowned, confused as to what he was saying.

"still do what?"

"love you, yet hate you. and i hate that i still love you. and i still want you to want me like i'm wanting you."

i blushed and hid my face. he always did have a way with words.

"and i know i probably should stick to my word when i said i didn't want you back, but please don't hold that against me."

i nodded my head signaling that i understood.

"but when you think about it zach, i've got the upper hand now that you're lonely."

he sheepishly smiled.

"yes you do, and now i feel the past pulling my body to tell you i'm sorry."

i smiled and opened my arms that he happily fell into.

"so what does this mean?"

"yes zach, i'll take you back, but no more fighting?"

he smiled and kissed me.

"i promise."

he hugged me again and placed kisses in the crook of my neck."

"it's been the longest time and you're still there on my mind."