Kada
I sighed out of frustration. I was about to get off of work in fifteen minutes. I was in college and working for a company that demanded a lot of my time. On top of that I just got out of a rocky relationship with my long time boyfriend Rodrick.
He's been bothering me none stop but I've been doing a pretty good job at avoiding him. I moved out of my old house and now I have a new place that he knows nothing about thank God.
I just want to start fresh, I don't have time to get pulled into his grips.
"This day has been shitty" my favorite co worker Kaylee spoke.
"I'm saying" I huffed.
"Good thing we get off soon" I assured her.
She nodded tirelessly.
Finally it was the end of our shift. We both rushed out the doors. I turned on my phone since today we couldn't have our phones on us. Instantly my phone started going off.
"Damn girl who blowing you up like that?" She scrunched her face up.
"Girl my annoying ass ex. He just doesn't get it" I shook my head at his foolishness.
He really needs to grow up. He is the one that I caught kissing another female in the club. Of course he bitched about how he was drunk and feeling down. Granted we were going through a lot at the time but that still doesn't count.
I don't think he would have liked me kissing other niggas.
"Well he Betta get the hell on, my girl is single now. We need to be at the clubs every night" she protested.
"For real" I laughed.
We said our goodbyes and went our separate ways.
I pulled up to my townhouse, I got out the car, making my way in my townhouse.
I kicked of my shoes feeling my plush feeling rugs. It felt good to be home.
I started to undress slowly, drained from the day's work.
I turned the shower on before hopping in.
I moaned at the feeling of the water dancing on my body.
I just wanted to wash the day away as my mind wondered. I did miss Roddy, but he hurt me.
I can't be played like a fool. I can't forgive him too fast.
Maybe it was a mistake leaving him.
God I miss him. It's been a few months.
My mind countined to race, driving me crazy.
After my shower I dried off, put on my lavender lotion and slipped on my silk short night gown dress.
I was more than ready to hit the bed.
I really wasn't in the mood to eat, so I just grabbed a bag of chips just to put something on my stomach.
I sat on my couch that was in front of my bed and watched TV.
After about 15 minutes I started to drift off.
I heard a tap on my window making me jump out of drifting off.
I looked at my window to see nothing there.
"I ain't got time for this scary movie type shit" I mumbled.
Something didn't feel right.
I got up slowly grabbing something sharp nearby.
I slowly went into the hallway, shivering a bit.
As I crept into the front room I couldn't help but drop my weapon.
It was him. Rodrick!
He looked up at me with an expression that read, sadness and anger.
He chuckled, "you know how hard and long I've been looking for you" he asked while still laughing.
I didn't say anything. I was shivering.
"ANSWER ME!" He shouted punching the wall, making me jump and scream.
"Yes" I whimpered.
"Roddy you're the one kissing other bitches" I started to cry, reminding him of why I left.
"Baby I apologized a hundred times already. You act like I fucked her!" He shouted.
"Might as well!" I yelled back.
"Look Roddy I ain't doing this with you today, let yourself out" I turned around rushing to my room.
Right when I tried to close my room door he blocked it.
"Stop Roddy" I screamed.
He pushed the door open grabbing me.
"I'm not leaving until you forgive me" he held onto me tight.
"Roddy let me go!" I yelled.
"No" he softly spoke.
He grabbed my face pulling me into a passionate kiss.
We both moaned into the kiss. I hated how he could have this affect on me. That's why it took him months to find me because I had to distance myself from him if I really wanted to break up with him.
"Roddy" I spoke after we caught our breaths.
"Yeah, baby" he replied.
"We can't do this, we're breaking up" I told him.
He started to get closer, causing me to back up until I hit a wall.
He had a smirk on his face. "Who gone spoil you like I do?" He asked kissing my chest.
He was starting to make my hormones jump all over the place. I was trying to be strong but he was breaking me down.
"Who gone put that ice on you like I do?" He asked kissing my shoulder blade.
"Who gone treat her better than me?" He asked pointing below my waste.
After me not answering his questions he attacked my neck.
He picked me up and threw me on the bed.
"Roddy, no I'm not doing th-" I was cut off by another kiss. He was trying to trap me.
As I tried to move out of his grasp he pinned me down. I was getting turned on fast. Looking in his eyes read love and lust.
It's like his eyes were staring through my soul.
I was so lost in his eyes, until I felt something sharp in my lower have.
"Fu- Roddy" I screamed.
He continued to pound me. I couldn't take it. It felt like it had been forever since we last had sex.
"Rodrick!" I yelled scratching his back.
"Fuck kada" He mumbled in my ear. He pulled my legs up higher, going deeper.
"Baby!!" I breathe out.
"You Betta not leave me again" he growled in my ear.
My eyes rolled to the back of my head. He was sending me into overload.
He slapped my ass hard when I didn't respond.
"Okay baby!" I responded. I can't believe I was back in his grips again.
We went on another 30 minutes before we laid there out of breath.
Roddy faced me, coming close to my face speaking, "yo ass Betta not try, that running away shit again" he looked me in the eyes.
I nodded saying "ok". I couldn't help it I was in love with him.
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