Sleeping Beauty and his envious feeling.

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Hate, egoism, jealousy, murder...
Every single day he can see new pictures of horror.
Everywhere he can see suffering.

His heart is aching,
He thinks about all the injustice in the world.
It hurts.
He is feeling lost, lost in an existence without an aim.
He is wandering alone feeling restless, dull and exhausted.
And the sleeping beauty is still having a good night sleep.

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He is wandering alone, can‘t find a place that he belongs.
Observing other beings from apart.
They seem socializing, do small talk.
What a strange behavior.
He can see them happy, laughing, having fun.
He tried to copy to be a part of this.
He failed, they're throwing insults and mocking him.

His mind is clouded.
He is reflecting why it's so hard for him to be happy and satisfied.
He is feeling lost, lost in an existence without a goal.
He is wandering alone feeling restless, dull and exhausted.
And the sleeping beauty is still having a good night sleep.

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He is waiting, waiting till the sun will fall.
He is in his apartment, it feels empty.
It doesn’t feel like home.
The last time checking the clock.
A small thrill of anticipation.
He is laying down drift off to sleep.

He is wandering alone, can’t find a place where he belongs.
He beholds in his dream,
In his dreams he feels at ease.
He can see him socializing and falling in love.
He can see himself happy, laughing, feeling alive.

Every time he’s back, awake from his land of clouds,
He got a feeling that this life is a bad joke.
The reality feels more like a bad dream and he wants to return.

He is feeling lost, lost in an existence without a destination.
He is wandering alone feeling restless, dull and exhausted.
And the sleeping beauty is still having a good night sleep.

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Suddenly the sleeping beauty awakes after a kiss with a handsome prince.
The fairy tale ends and she is living happy ever after.
He is not sure if this was her desire, too.
He heard the eyes of fresh love are blind.
Maybe she would have a better living in an endless peaceful dream.
He is envious,
He wants to feel happy ever after, too.
Yet he is feeling lost, lost in an existence without a safe harbour.

He is wandering alone feeling restless, dull and exhausted.

And the awoken beauty is still having a good time ever after her deep peaceful sleep..

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Note:
Thank you so much for reading!
I am a total noob, i hope you enjoyed it a bit ♡

Much love for you, my dear ♡

Guys this is my second small story.

I welcome constructive critism warmly!

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Pls don't be afraid to suggest me about them!

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