My boy

The janitor closet

"I don't think I'll be able to handle myself" he said staring deeply in my eyes. His warm hand taking mine. He lead me to the janitors closet. The room was small and confined, but hey atleast the light was still working...THAT WASNT THE POINT!

"What the hell?!" I yell but he's quick to cover my mouth with his large hands. "Don't be so loud mi amour, we don't want to be caught" he says with a teasing tone. "I'll move my hand if you promise not to yell?" He says his eyebrow raised. I nod hastily. He slowly removes his hand. "SOMEONE HELP M-" he looks at me angrily. "Im sorry y/n but I'm not moving my hand this time, I really can't trust you mi amour" he says his lip twitching. A few minutes go bye and I'm on the brink of tears. Opon seeing this sight his hand was moved from her mouth and now her back. He pulled her into his arms and rubbed her back. "What wrong" he asked. She pushed him away "it's you! Your Whats wrong!" She yelled "why can't you just leave me alone" she yelled pushing him even harder. He stared at her his eyes not filled with the usual glee sparkles. It was as if he lost his glee, his sparkles. His eyes were sad, filled with sorrow and pain?

She stormed out of the closet and didn't look twice. She pondered what she had said. Was she too harsh? No, he was being to persistent. He thought that I'd magically fall in love with him because he kissed me? NO NOT HAPPENING MISTER. She tugged at her hair in frustration "why are you making me feel bad!" She said  "I have every right to be mad at you and to have said what I said!" She was yelling at this point. "But for some reason I feel like my words are choking me!" She fell to her knees out of breathe from her preaching (pop off queen 😭).

"Maybe I should just apologise" she thought "no my pride" she was having yet another argument with her mind and heart. Until she saw him. "Paolo?" She said. He turned her way and gave a weak smile before turning away. "I'm bursting my ego for you" she said quitter chasing after him. "Paolo" she says out of breathe "I'm-" before she could say anything he cut her off "I'm sorry" he said "i made you uncomfortable" he smiled again "it's just ever since that kiss I just can't get you off my mind" he says saddened. "I didn't want to let you go mi amou- y/n" he looked so sad even though he was smiling "but if you don't want me to" he looked at her for the first time. "Then I'll go back to pretending that you don't exist" he smiled. That smile. It hurt me in many ways I can't even describe. But why?

Why was I sad? We only kissed for Christ sake! But the feeling inside me was only beginning to grow, and that I'd never realise how much this boy infront of me would mean to me.

Hey kiddies who found on tik tok! I'm making it into a series nowww cause y'all liked it! Thanks for the lovely comments it truly means the world to me💕💕 I'll update the rest tomorrow so please stick around