March 30, 2020 10:22 pm
This morning when I woke up, my depression was really bad. I tried to eat something but Ana wouldn't let me. She kept calling me a pig and fat and other stuff like that. She also told me that if I can't lose my stomach, then cut it so that's what I did. I told my best friend and she seemed very disappointed in me. I barely ate any food but that kept her quiet so I'm happy about that. Ana has gotten really loud recently and idk why but I think I might let her take over.
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