My Therapist (Lee Felix ff)

Him

"My name is...

Lee Felix..

I'd prefer if you go with just Felix".

"Ok....So tell me, what are some of the things that...whenever you think of them....you feel sad, like, really sad...?"

I knew exactly what made me sad.... but when I tried to speak those words were stuck in my throat, not coming out. I tired to say but my mouth felt parched and I couldn't even blurt  anything.....

"It's fine...It's alright if you don't want to tell me....I need to know but I guess I'll have to earn your trust first," he winked and started going through the same list he had earlier in his hand. 

" This is odd....," he looks up at me with a sorry look, his face overcome with worry",....usually, my patients have something that they are scared of or haunts them....but-in your file, it says nothing. That part is just blank....I have never seen anything that serious....".

" Felix, It's not that I don't want to tell you...I just can't seem to......" tears start flooding my eyes,"I know you want to help me..... but whenever I try to reach out for help, my brain starts malfunctioning and everything seems to go wrong... I don't like this and I want to get out of this, but it's not like I have a choice or anything".

"Hey hey hey....don't cry, remember, I promised you that I won't leave until you are well and I will stay by your side...." he pats my head. His warm touch calming my nerves and allowing me to feel hopeful, to know that he will fix me, that I am safe and no harm can come to me.

"Why? You know that it's too pointless...." I look up at him after the first encounter to be greeted by those lovely, dark brown eyes again. My voice goes silent.

" It's because I care for you a lot",he scratches the back of his head.

"Why?"