My Therapist (Lee Felix ff)

The Truth Untold

His face was so shocked.

"How did you find out? Who told you? Let me explain...it's not what it looks like......" the truth was revealed and he was scared.

I sat at the chair that I dragged away from him. I couldn't even stand in the same room as him. I was in that hospital, scared of losing him...and that's what happened. He cheated on me.....

"Ji An came back and I couldn't face you....You were so hurt....and I felt hurt.."

"So you decided to go out with another girl to get your attention away from me"...I expected tears to fall out but I was way calmer than I thought I would be. 

"Yes", he seemed disappointed and he should've been.

"I waited for you...to see your face again and you're telling me you couldn't face me...because I was hurt. Aren't you supposed to visit people who are in pain? Do you know the reason why I am here!!? Do you have any idea what I have been going through all this time?"

"No"...

" I'm experiencing hallucinations and nightmares of......losing you to someone else. At first, it was not that severe as I would repeat to myself that it's not real.....I was wrong. I lost you to your ex and I am ashamed of myself".

He tried to come to me and hug me but I backed away.

"Don't touch me...DON'T TOUCH WITH THOSE HANDS!" 

I explained everything and he explained what he wanted to say. I left that room....241....sounds like a joke. I forgot about him quicker than expected. I knew that was the only way to get better and it worked. I was out of there quicker than you could say 'Felix'.

I went back home, greeted with open arms from my brother and Hyunjin. I guess....families always stick together....after all. 

The next day...I was surprised to see breakfast on my side table...it smelt delicious! I took a bite and tasting how good it was, I gobbled it up.

I got out and asked who made the breakfast....Hyunjin?

"I thought you didn't know how to cook?? When you were holding your stomach waiting for me to cook you something......"

"It's just that I prefer your cooking...haha", he scratched his head.

Just then, a police officer entered the house and asked for me.

"Miss, you will have to come with me..."

"Sorry, officer...but I didn't do anything...."

"It's not what you did...It's what your boyfriend, Felix did. It's best if you come with me, everything will become clear".

"Yes, officer", I followed him to the car. We got off at a different hospital. I was so confused.

" Look, Felix found out that his ex was playing him all along to get him away from you....so he committed an irrational act of homicide.." I was in so much shock...I stood still frozen.

"Ummm...", he flipped through his notes," He was ashamed of his actions and purposely hit his car, speeding into a huge tree. I found out that he was trying to come to you but thought it was better if you didn't meet a murderer, like himself. He is in a critical condition right now and is in room.....241.....You can go visit him now, but he's still not awake".

Tears filed my eyes and made their way to my face. I quickly called Jeongin and told him everything.

I rushed to the hospital and into the room...seeing his lifeless body on the hospital bed. Huge band-aids wrapped around his head, arm and  stomach. I fell next to him on the floor.

"Wake up, Felix," my voice came out soft but squeaky," Please, wake up...for me. You promised me, you'd never leave me....you said that....Please wake up!"

I stayed there, next to him for 3 and a 1/2 days....he still didn't wake up. Jeongin and Hyunjin did visit but then they had to move somewhere so they left to another city. Surprisingly, not a single doctor came to check up on him. I held his hand and kissed his forehead. Oh! How I missed his smile, his voice, his hugs, his presence.....everything. If only he'd wake up...... for me........