Sarah Paulson's one shot

Lana Winters and the hater

So basically my mom is obsessed with this "Lana Winters." I got it she's brave and gay and everyone love her for that, but I just don't like her, she seems to take advantage of the fame she has now and sometimes I think that all she tells on that book is bullshit, I mean, is all  too much to be real. And yes I read it, my mom is really crazy about this shit and nobody will stop her from talking about it. Is that so, that Lana Winters is coming town to do a reading and meet with her fans, ugh she's really all about the fame, doesn't she? Anyway, my mom is definitely going and she's dragging me with her, like if I have another choice, she's convinced I'll change my mind about her once I heard it from her in person. Don't get me wrong, I think she's hot as fuck but I just can't believe her and I don't know why.
Anyway, the day has arrived, I just have no emotions going on, actually I'm getting irritated by my mom being so fangirly all day, like "woman put yourself together" I said to her while she was rushing me to get ready "You don't understand how important this is, we can't be late" she says helping me to brush my hair, actually making it a whole mess "Just stop it mom, you're actually not helping. I'll be done in 10, just go finish yourself" She nodded and go back to finish everything so we can leave.
Once we arrived at the place we were actually very early, so of course we have to sit at the first chairs "lucky me" I said while looking around🙄 "isn't it great? We will be able to asked her anything, get your notes ready" my mom said sitting very excited and I looked back at her "What notes mom? I'm not asking anything to that liar" and without knowing the one and only Lana Winters was coming to the room, and she fucking heard me "earth swallow me now" my mom and I just didn't know what to say "I'm so sorry, my daughter is just a kiddo, don't know what she's saying" my mom is seeing deeply into Lana's reaction and I can't talk, I just can't manage to say or do something, my eyes are totally lost on hers, what a beautiful eyes she has, I mean I have seen them, but it person is just unreal. Everything in the room is like it stops and is just her and I, she's also lost in my eyes or is she just so mad at my comment? I don't have idea, I just can't say anything "I'm really sorry, forgive my daughter." My mom said giving me a very mad look and I just swallowed so hard that my throat actually hurts "it's ok, no need to apologize. But I don't understand why the young woman came, if she thinks I'm a liar" she says grabbing her arms over her, not breaking eye contact with me, I still can't talk "I made her come, so maybe she will believe you, if she heard you in person." My mom said and I break eye contact with Lana, to give my mom an awkward look " Ok, I will like to see you to at the end, to see if this young lady has change her mind" and with that she gave my a wink and go to her seat, moving her hips right and left, like on purpose and I just couldn't stop eye fucking her, it was like love at first sign? why I never felt like that before, when watching her on the tv? Will I really going to believe her? I'm so confused right now, but all I know is that I'm very attracted by this woman and she knows it. 
I can't deny that page by page I'm believing her, my mom was right, I was going to believe her once I heard it from her, I can feel the pain she still has while she talks about her girlfriend, all she had to go through because of that "bloody face" is really sad, someone as beautiful has her, had to go through all that shit. I want to huge her, protect her of anything that can happened next. Is so wrong all the feelings I'm having for this woman right now, she is so much older than me and I'm not gay, or am I? Now I don't know, all I want is to go there and kiss her on those plump lips until I need to break apart for air. I got cut on my thoughts by the applauses of everyone and I just stand up there and do the same, Lana look right at me with a smirk on her face, which makes me blush a little. My mom and I waited until the end to be the last ones to get the book sign by her. " So darling, do you believe me now? Or what else do I have to do?" She look up at me once she finish signing my mom's book. " I do believe you, Mss Winters, I apologize for before." I said with a shy smile. "I told you so will." My mom shake me with her hand on my shoulder, smiling to Lana. Lana stand up and give us a hand shake "Thank you both for coming, it was nice meeting you." We shake our hands, and the electric energy was more than obviously. "Now if you excuse me." I didn't want to let her hand go, and she was shook, she felt it too.
My mom and I leave the place, and at the front door all women got together to talk about it and they were all going to have lunch, but now I just really wanted to go home, I was sad, I was not gonna see this woman ever again.
I felt like I had to look to my left and then I saw Lana going in a coffeehouse. "Mom I totally forgot I was going to meet with lily and Richard at the movies, you go with your friends I'll meet you later at home." I said not loosing my eye on Lana. "Sure honey, have fun." And with that I went straight to this coffeehouse I saw Lana get in. Trying to look normal but also doing my best to get notice by her as I was going to have  coffee to go and then leave. "Darling?" She stops me by grabbing my hand, while I was waking very close to her table. "I'm pretty sure, you saw me." She said with a smirk "Oh hi Mss Winters, I thought you had to leave." She smiles not believing me, she knew what I was doing. "Not yet, I just need a cup of coffee and a cigarette. Want to going me darling?" She said showing me the free chair. "Sure, why not." I sit and take a sip of my coffee to go. "So what is it about you, I don't even know your name." I shock, she's touching my leg up and down with her shoe, just breath and answer the damn question. "Emm, Therese." She said looking very carefully at my moves, I think I let out a small moan. "Therese? That's a beautiful name." We are next to each other and she squeeze my right knee and I jump at her touch. "you ok darling?" She look playful at me. "Never been better." I swallow hard and take another sip of my coffee. "Can I ask, why you didn't believe me?" yezus, here me go "To be really honest with you Miss Winters, I just felt like you use all of this to get fame and I didn't like it." I look down at my coffee. "I see" she paused and swallow "Look, what I went through was really bullshit, I did not deserve to get in that place, and this guy just took advantage of me, I lost so many things, my life is not normal is not the same, and I wish nobody has to go through that shit, and that's why I wrote this book, to caution all women. The fame just came with it, and I just couldn't deny it." She looked deeply at my eyes, waiting for an answer "I understand, is just like, there were interviews where you were just really antipathetic." She laugh "like you, when you came in this morning for my reading?" I say no word "Listen darling, people have treat me like shit, and now I'm not letting anyone else do that to me EVER AGAIN." She emphasized on this last two word and I feel very guilty. " I'm sorry Mss Winters, you're totally right, I shouldn't have judge you." I give her a gentle smile "it's ok Therese, you're not the first one. But definitely the first one I wanted to think different about me." She said moving her eyes from my eyes to my lips. "What you mean Mss Winters?" She bit her lower lip "I saw something different on you, like out of space." She stop looking at me and take a sip of her coffee. "I felt something different when I saw you too. Like a break soul needly to get all back together." She looked back at me. "You're right." She smiles softly. I return the smile "you're perfume... smells great." She gave me another squeeze on my knee. "Thank you" I totally forgot she hasn't stop touching my leg. She looked at the clock "I'm really sorry I have to leave now, but let me go to the restroom first." I stand up with her "sure, I need to go to."  She just smiles at me and I go behind her." Once we get in, I just don't know what is going on with me, but I close the door and push Lana to the wall. She looked at me shock but we don't say a word, we just looked at each other from eyes to lips, but I'm too scared to kiss her, I've never kissed a woman before. "I am so" next think I knew, her lips where on mine, gently but hunger at the same time, it was better than I dreamed it, she teased like coconut and her lips are the most soft lips I've ever kissed, the kiss started to get more intense, her tongue is out waiting for access and I let her, grabbing my leg up to her so I can be closer to her body. After what felt like a good eternity, she break the kiss to get air, and looked at me with puppy eyes, carrying my cheeks. "Let me take you on a proper date, Therese."