waking up hungry
what time is it?
too early, too tired
looking at a bright screen
what's new on tumblr?
minutes pass, time to get up
walking to the bathroom
dizzy
weigh in time
numbers numbers numbers
not low enough, but better
not low enough
back to bed
who texted me?
looking to the mirror
body so heavy
time to check
shirt up
not skinny enough
too fat
try harder
tired
you can't give up
okay
minutes pass, time for breakfast
black coffee
maybe a cigarette
back so bed
how much for today?
numbers numbers numbers
tired
who texted me?
watching youtube
feeling bones
pride in my heart
try harder
fading smiles
tired
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General Fictioni'm back after not using wattpad in forever. i hope i can be better this time if you're reading this, you're probably doing pretty bad. i'm sorry for that and i hope you can get better soon, even if it's really hard i don't want to trigger anyone. i...
