♛ Smilin'♛ [✔️]

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟗 ❥

Ruel's POV:

She doesn't know how much I love her. 

I look across the room and see y/n looking at me, as I look up she looks away. 

We just had our first fight, 

about what?

About how we never spend enough time together, this is normal for couples right? To fight, yes?

"Ruel you're never spending enough time with me" y/n mumbles,

"What do you mean?" I reply,

"I don't know.. It's just we're so out of it. Like we're all over the place." She says,

"Well you're a fucking model and actress and I'm a singer. y/n we're literally the hardest working teens in Australia, and you say that?" I say,

"I'm sorry Ruel! It's true, you know that." She says as her voice raises,

"It's not true! We literally are so happy together y/n!!" I raise my voice too,

"All we do is makeout, cuddle and have sex Ruel!?" 

"Isn't that a normal relationship? What do you want then?!" I get up from the bed,

"Ruel, I wanna spend time with you! I don't wanna just be you're lover I wanna be your bestfriend as well!" She gets up and goes to the other side of the room,

"Fine!" I say as I plop down at the bed,

"Fine." She replies.

I slowly make my way over to her, I try to put my arm around her but she doesn't lean in or snuggle into me. She just sits there,

"I'm sorry" I sigh,

"It's fine, I'm sorry too." She says,

"I'll work harder okay?" I say,

"No, just forget it." 

"But-" I reply confused,

"It's fine, you can forget it."

I smile at her and kiss her on the cheek,

She looks at me deep in the eyes and sends a small smile back.

"I'm gonna go live, you can watch if you want?" I say quietly,

"I'd love to" 

We get up hand in hand and walk to the studio.

I set my phone up and watch all the people flood in, 

I make my usual jokes and start playing the song I wrote about y/n,

Iloveyou_Ruel: Is there someone in the room with you?

Roolmybaby: why is he smiling at someone

Ruel.Van.Divk: i feel like there is someone watching him.. that's why he's looking up

Rueler_1010: 😍😍

I finish the song at flop down on the couch. 

I see all the comments asking who's in the room with me,

"Coco is in the studio" I say,

Cocovandijk: No I'm not. I'm upstairs haha

My cheeks start to burn,

"Well, gotta go aha" And I end the live,

y/n and I burst into laughter.

She walks over to me and hugs me,

"I love you" She smiles,

"I love you more" I say,

"No, I love you more" 

"Noo, I love you-"

"We get it! You love eachother!" We hear Slyvie,

y/n and I share the same look and grin,

we ended up going to the beach that day,

fuck,

I love this girl so bloody much.