I woke up irritated as fuckk. Today is the day my dad died. When it comes around this time i would spaz on everybody it didn't matter who they were. I don't know why i would do it it would just happen
I looked at my phone first before getting up
cici😽💓 imessage 1hr ago
I pressed the notification as soon as i seen it
cici😽💓
i'm gonna let you get your space cs ik i would want space too. jus know i'm here if you wanna talk or if you feel like your gonna lash out..i gotchu li chocolate😂🤍. we been here before we can get thru this like the other days..call me if you need anything love you mel😙
ik ik i'm gonna try to control myself...it's jus so crazy he been gone for 3 years now i miss him everyday😔i jus wanna say i appreciate you sm, i'm sorry for what i put you thru these yrs && love you too cous💗
A tear fell from my eye. It's so crazy how cici had to deal with me. I moved in with her and her family for a year then we moved out cause cici wanted her own crib
She dealt with me for three yrs!! She shouldn't have had to do that if my momma stepped up to be a mother to her daughter that lost her father instead of turning to drugs thinking it would fix all her problems
Me and cierra been thru so much nobody would understand. Them three years i put her thru so much shit because of the way i felt....still do.
I would have mood swings,be depressed, run away you name it.
I shook away my thoughts and got up. My dad wouldn't like this he wouldn't want me acting like this..
I got in the shower after fixing my bed and straighted up my floor
45 minutes later...
I grabbed my dark navy blue polo hoodie, some light jeans, and my jordan's 4s to match
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I put on a regular white tee under my hoodie, as i zipped up my hoodie i tucked my chains leaving the one my dad bought me
I went into the bathroom and left my hair down after that i grabbed my towel and put on my chest so i won't mess up my jacket while brushing my teeth
